How I Lost You
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Narrated by:
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Jennifer Ness
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By:
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Jenny Blackhurst
About this listen
A woman without a memory struggles to discover the truth about her past and her identity in this cerebral and dark thriller reminiscent of works by best-selling authors S. J. Watson and Ruth Ware.
I have no memory of what happened, but I was told I killed my son. And you believe what your loved ones, your doctor, and the police tell you, don't you?
My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my 12-week-old son, Dylan. I was sent to Oakdale Psychiatric Institute for my crime, and four weeks ago I was released early on parole with a new identity and address and a chance to rebuild my tattered life.
This morning I received an envelope addressed to Susan Webster. Inside it was a photograph of a toddler called Dylan. Now I am questioning everything I believe because if I have no memory of the event, how can I truly believe he's dead?
If there was the smallest chance your son was alive, what would you do to get him back?
©2014 Jenny Blackhurst. Originally published in Great Britain in 2015 by Headline Publishing Group. Published by arrangement with Jenny Blackhurst Books Limited. (P)2014 Headline Digital. All rights reservedListeners also enjoyed...
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,807
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,786
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,786
Luke Whitney is stabbed to death. His wife Anna confesses after she is found next to his lifeless body. But if she did it, why can't she confirm any of the details of the crime? As police dig into the circumstances, they learn that the victim was a liar, a cheat and a narcissist. More than one person had a reason to want him dead; his scorned ex, his neglected mistress and Anna – who knows what happens to Mrs Whitneys when Luke gets bored of them.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Great Twisted Thriller
- By Andee on 04-30-25
By: Jenny Blackhurst
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The Wife's New Maid
- By: Amora Sway
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 6
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Performance3 out of 5 stars 6
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 6
In a marriage built on lies, the truth is the most dangerous secret of all... Linley had crafted the perfect life— a dazzling home, an elite social circle, and a wealthy, handsome husband who promised her everything. Marrying Dorian Gunn should have been a dream. But not all fairy tales end well. Three years in, Linley’s marriage is a hollow shell reduced to icy silences and a cruel prenup demanding an heir she can’t seem to produce. Enter the new maid—young, beautiful, and with dreams of her own… and she’s not only there to clean. After all, morality is a luxury she can’t ...
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4 out of 5 stars
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Storyline
- By Pauli Quann on 05-17-25
By: Amora Sway
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Did You See Evie?
- By: Miranda Smith
- Narrated by: Laura Kay Bailey
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 1
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 1
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Story5 out of 5 stars 1
I blink awake to the sound of whispering, and look around. Automatically, I do a count. And then I am upright, my heart racing. I count again. “Girls,” I say, trying to sound calm. “Did you see Evie?” It was meant to be a celebration. A team sleepover in the school gymnasium: movies, pizza, hot chocolate. I walk among the girls, checking they’re ok. They collect in groups and giggle, play truth or dare.
By: Miranda Smith
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Secret Sister
- By: Sarah A. Denzil
- Narrated by: Jessica Gunning, Sacha Dhawan, Joanne Froggatt, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 48 mins
- Original Recording
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,037
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,020
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 2,020
On the Yorkshire moors, celebrated author Faye Mathis is coming to terms with her early-onset dementia. She has begun writing her memoir, committing her past to paper before her memory betrays her. But her family history is full of gaps, bloodlines cut short, family ties all ending in knots. When a picture of Faye – dirty and dishevelled, stumbling alone on the moors – goes viral, her life is thrown into chaos. Faye is convinced she is not that person in the photograph. But how can she be sure?
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4 out of 5 stars
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The music was super annoying!
- By Barbara on 05-07-25
By: Sarah A. Denzil
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An Aura of Mystery
- Ellie McEwan Mysteries, Book 1
- By: Joy Ellis
- Narrated by: Sophie Rundle
- Length: 12 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,021
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,931
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,931
Flower shop owner Ellie McEwan is driving home late one frosty November night when a shadowy figure leaps into the road out of nowhere. Ellie swerves to avoid him — and slams head-on into the crash barrier. Days later, Ellie wakes up in hospital — and notices there’s something different. Everyone she looks at — the doctor, the nurse, her friend Carole — is surrounded by a coloured aura. Her near-death experience seems to have given her a new ability. And now Ellie must use her new-found gift to catch a killer.
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5 out of 5 stars
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AURA OF MYSTERY
- By WynnCreek5 on 05-25-24
By: Joy Ellis
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Before You Say Goodbye
- By: Sarah Gate
- Narrated by: Freya Parker
- Length: 11 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 400
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 397
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 397
When lonely author Autumn meets shy musician Bowie in New York, they fall head over heels and into their forever. But not everyone gets their happily ever after. Bowie has just six months left to live. And just like that, Autumn’s entire life has been rewritten. Embraced by his loving, unconventional family, Autumn returns with Bowie to England to live out the rest of his life by his side. But over the course of that summer, the decisions Autumn makes will help her move on, even after love and loss. Decisions, it emerges, that were orchestrated by Bowie before they said goodbye.
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4 out of 5 stars
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deep and so full of kindness and empathy
- By simona on 05-25-25
By: Sarah Gate
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The Stepdaughter's Lie
- By: Teri Terry
- Narrated by: Melanie Crawley
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 92
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 87
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 87
Standing in my bathroom, the luxurious marble tiles cool under my feet, I stare at the test in my trembling hand. The second line is unmistakable: I’m pregnant. This is all my husband Theo and I have ever wanted, but I didn’t think it was possible. I should be excited, but all I can think about is telling my stepdaughter. Because Ellie’s always hated me, ever since she realised it was no longer just her and Theo. Now she’s seventeen, beautiful and smart–smart enough to see through me. And if Ellie decided to uncover my secrets, it wouldn’t be just my marriage at stake… it would be my life.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Twists & Turns Will Have You Doing BackFlips!
- By Martha P Stewart on 11-07-24
By: Teri Terry
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The Honeymoon
- By: Jane E. James
- Narrated by: Rose Robinson, Sean Burke, Leena Makoff, and others
- Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,357
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,330
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Story4 out of 5 stars 1,330
Timothy and Jonah, wealthy entrepreneurs with a spoiled son, hide sins from their past—one involving a death on a cruise, the other a crime in Bali. Nathan and Samantha, the hot ex-nanny turned trophy wife, grapple with infertility and a shocking paternity secret. Bartosz and Angelika (he’s a chef, she’s a former sex worker) carry debts to the other couples they don’t even realize they owe. Over fourteen days, the couples bond—but their pasts are too deeply intertwined to stay hidden. The sly concierge, Putu, knows more than he lets on.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Poor end
- By Amazon Devotee on 04-07-25
By: Jane E. James
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The Perfect Divorce
- By: Jeneva Rose
- Narrated by: Mozhan Navabi, Andrew Eiden, Adam Lazarre-White, and others
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,249
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,204
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 2,204
It’s been eleven years since high-powered attorney Sarah Morgan defended her husband, Adam, against the charge of murdering his mistress. Sarah has long since moved on, starting a family with her new husband, Bob Miller, and changing careers. Her life is back to being exactly how she always wanted … or is it?
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4 out of 5 stars
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Chief H 👎🏼
- By Andi Johnson on 04-20-25
By: Jeneva Rose
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Black Heart
- Detective Dan Riley, Book 1
- By: Anna-Lou Weatherley
- Narrated by: James Lailey
- Length: 9 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 5,880
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 5,535
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 5,521
When Nigel Baxter, a middle-aged married banker with an unremarkable past, is found dead in the bath of a plush hotel suite, his wrists slit, it looks as if he's taken his own life. At first. But when Detective Inspector Daniel Riley is assigned to the case, he soon realises all isn't as it first appears to be. When a postmortem shows Baxter was poisoned, Riley suspects foul play. And then there's the odd addition of a teddy bear left at the crime scene....
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3 out of 5 stars
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Difficult to Love
- By Lynn on 06-06-20
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Beyond Suspicion
- By: ITN Productions
- Narrated by: Yinka Bokinni
- Length: 3 hrs and 48 mins
- Original Recording
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 101
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 101
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 101
In this chilling true crime series, we tell the stories of pillars of the community who betrayed the trust of those around them and challenged what we all think about the people we’ve come to rely on. Police officers, teachers, doctors and nurses, we believe these people are here to protect us from harm, not cause it. This series looks at some of the most heinous crimes perpetrated by people in positions of trust and examines the ripples their actions left on their community.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Well done in all aspects
- By G. Wesley Aven on 05-22-25
By: ITN Productions
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The Tenant
- By: Freida McFadden
- Narrated by: Will Damron, Christine Lakin
- Length: 8 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,213
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,174
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 2,174
Blake Porter is riding high, until he's not. Fired abruptly from his job as a VP of marketing and unable to make the mortgage payments on the new brownstone he shares with his fiancée, he's desperate to make ends meet. Enter Whitney. Beautiful, charming, down-to-earth, and looking for a room to rent. She's exactly what Blake's looking for. Or is she? Because something isn't quite right. The neighbors start treating Blake differently. The smell of decay permeates his home, no matter how hard he scrubs. Strange noises jar him awake in the middle of the night.
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5 out of 5 stars
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the twist
- By Sheila on 05-09-25
By: Freida McFadden
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The Best Wrong Move
- By: Lily Parker
- Narrated by: Ina-Marie Smith, Davis Brooks
- Length: 9 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 847
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 838
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 838
Every girl dreams of the perfect proposal. And my boss thought it would be a ‘media moment’ if I proposed to my boyfriend, Rex, live on national TV. With everyone watching. Rex said no. Now I’m a social media sensation for all the wrong reasons and hiding out in Hawaii. But because the universe apparently hates me, so is Rex... with his supermodel new girlfriend! To avoid total humiliation I need to find my own irresistible date. And the gorgeous surfer who looks like he’s walked straight from the ocean and into my fantasies is the perfect solution.
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4 out of 5 stars
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The love!
- By Joan I. Stefano on 05-12-25
By: Lily Parker
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The Twisted Women's Book Club
- By: Karin Slaughter, Lee Child, B.A. Paris, and others
- Narrated by: January LaVoy, Andi Arndt, Saskia Maarleveld, and others
- Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
- Original Recording
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,139
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,080
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 2,080
Dr. Margaret Richter has it all. She’s rich, thanks to her best-selling self-help books. She has a beautiful home in Cape Cod overlooking the beach. And she has a monthly book club that everyone is dying to get invited to. Literally. Because behind the crystal wine glasses, the fine linens and the catered hors d'oeuvres lies a tangled web of secrets, of deceit, of murder. No member of the book club is innocent—and many are guilty. And the person with the most to hide is Margaret Richter herself.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Great after understanding the premise!
- By Kat on 04-14-25
By: Karin Slaughter, and others
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The Missing Half
- A Novel
- By: Ashley Flowers, Alex Kiester - contributor
- Narrated by: Saskia Maarleveld, Ashley Flowers
- Length: 8 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,183
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,167
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,167
Nic wants nothing more than to move on—from her sister’s disappearance and the state it’s left her in. But then one day, Jules’s sister, Jenna Connor, walks into her life and offers Nic something she hasn’t felt in a long time: hope. What follows is a gripping tale of two sisters who will do anything to find their missing halves, even if it means destroying everything they’ve ever known.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Even better than her first book!
- By Erin on 05-07-25
By: Ashley Flowers, and others
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Parents Weekend
- A Novel
- By: Alex Finlay
- Narrated by: Brittany Pressley
- Length: 7 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 87
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 86
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Story4 out of 5 stars 86
In the glow of their children’s exciting first year of college at a small private school in Northern California, five families plan on a night of dinner and cocktails for the opening festivities of Parents Weekend. As the parents stay out way past their bedtimes, their kids—five residents of Campisi Hall—never show up at dinner.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Ummm,, I don’t even know
- By Ana on 05-22-25
By: Alex Finlay
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The Ex
- By: Freida McFadden
- Narrated by: Nicol Zanzarella
- Length: 8 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 4,605
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 4,379
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 4,371
Cassie thinks she has met the perfect man. Joel is sweet, handsome, romantic, and best of all, he’s crazy about Cassie. She thinks she’s found the guy she’ll spend the rest of her life with. Have children with. Grow old with. Yes, she knows about his perfect ex-girlfriend, Francesca. The beautiful, brilliant chef, beloved by all his friends. But she thinks Francesca is out of the picture. She thinks Francesca is gone for good. Think again, Cassie.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Entertaining
- By itay on 06-15-22
By: Freida McFadden
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