Uncovered
How I Left Hasidic Life and Finally Came Home
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Narrated by:
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Donna Postel
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By:
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Leah Lax
About this listen
In Uncovered, Leah Lax tells her story - beginning as a young teen who left her liberal, secular home for life as a Hasidic Jew and ending as a 40-something woman who has to abandon the only world she's known for 30 years in order to achieve personal freedom.
In understated, crystalline prose, Lax details her experiences with arranged marriage, fundamentalist faith, and motherhood during her years with the Hasidim and explores how her creative, sexual, and spiritual longings simmered beneath the surface throughout her time there. The first memoir to tell of a gay woman who spent years in the Hasidic fold, Uncovered is the moving story of Lax's journey toward finding a home where she truly belongs.
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- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 16
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 16
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 16
Nineteen-year-old Claire Pearson knows she needs a life. And new friends. But brittle, beautiful, and just a little bit too sassy for her own good sometimes, she no longer makes friends easily. And she has no clue where to start on the whole finding a life front, either. Not after a confidence-shattering year dogged by bad break-ups, friends who have become strangers, and her constant failure to meet her parents' sky-high expectations. Robbie and Mia seem the least likely people to help her find a life. But despite Claire's attempts to alienate them, an unexpected friendship develops.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Wow! way better than expected.
- By Hilliard Kelly on 03-03-25
By: Emily O’Beirne
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The Roommate Arrangement
- By: Jae
- Narrated by: Lori Prince
- Length: 12 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,110
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 995
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 995
Comedian Stephanie Renshaw hopes to finally get her big break in LA. A chance encounter lands her the perfect apartment close to the comedy clubs, but it comes with a catch: She needs a roommate to afford the rent. Enter Rae Coleman, a former police officer working the door at one of the top comedy clubs. After getting injured in the line of duty and losing her job with the LAPD, Rae guards her wounded soul behind a tough exterior. At first, the two clash horribly before a tentative friendship develops. Bit by bit, Steph manages to break through the walls Rae has built around her.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Nice story
- By Tammi on 04-05-20
By: Jae
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Queen of Teeth
- By: Hailey Piper
- Narrated by: Jenn Lee
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 39
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 37
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Story4 out of 5 stars 37
Within forty-eight hours, Yaya Betancourt will go from discovering teeth between her thighs to being hunted by one of the most powerful corporations in America. She assumes the vagina dentata is a side effect of a rare genetic condition caused by AlphaBeta Pharmaceutical, decades ago, when she and several thousand others were still in the womb.
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5 out of 5 stars
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WOW
- By J. Cross on 01-14-23
By: Hailey Piper
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Love by Design
- By: S.W. Andersen
- Narrated by: Alexandra Shawnee, Gabra Zackman
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 168
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 160
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 158
Cassie Carl believes she has it all. On the cusp of achieving her professional goals and soon to marry the man of her dreams - the handsome, kind, and loving Stefan Van Allen - it seems she's found the life every woman dreams of. When Cassie's wealthy fiancé brings Peyton in to do a renovation on their home before the big engagement party, sparks fly, leaving both Cassie and Peyton to question everything they thought they already had. What happens when the thin veil of perfection becomes riddled with holes?
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4 out of 5 stars
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Overall great listen!
- By Mrs. NY on 06-25-17
By: S.W. Andersen
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Stay
- By: Valerie Kapp
- Narrated by: Sarah Beth Pfeifer
- Length: 7 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 8
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 8
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Story5 out of 5 stars 8
When grief becomes a sanctuary, letting go feels like betrayal. For six years, Dayna Baldwin has wrapped herself in memories of Catherine, her beloved partner taken too soon by a heart attack. Now, Tegan Roberts has returned to their small town, trading lesson plans for the challenging role of caring for her mother with Alzheimer's. A chance encounter in a grocery store aisle sets both women's carefully ordered worlds spinning. When they meet again at a charity golf tournament, the attraction between them seems impossible to ignore.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Narrator
- By Haydee on 05-21-25
By: Valerie Kapp
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Queering the Tarot
- By: Cassandra Snow, Beth Maiden - Foreword by
- Narrated by: Leslie Howard
- Length: 8 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 19
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 17
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Story4 out of 5 stars 17
Tarot is best used as a tool for self-discovery, healing, growth, empowerment, and liberation. Tarot archetypes provide the reader with a window into present circumstances and future potential. But what if that window only opened up on a world that was white, European, and heterosexual? The interpretations of the tarot that have been passed down through tradition presuppose a commonality and normalcy among humanity. At the root of card meanings are archetypes that we accept without questioning. But at what point do archetypes become stereotypes?
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1 out of 5 stars
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Don't waste your time
- By Franz on 12-19-19
By: Cassandra Snow, and others
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Becoming Eve
- My Journey from Ultra-Orthodox Rabbi to Transgender Woman
- By: Abby Stein
- Narrated by: Abby Stein
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 210
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 184
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 184
Abby Stein was raised in a Hasidic Jewish community in Brooklyn, isolated in a culture that lives according to the laws and practices of 18th century Eastern Europe, speaking only Yiddish and Hebrew and shunning modern life. Stein was born as the first son in a dynastic rabbinical family, poised to become a leader of the next generation of Hasidic Jews. But Abby felt certain at a young age that she was a girl. She orchestrated a personal exodus from ultra-Orthodox manhood to mainstream femininity - a radical choice that forced her to leave her home, her family, her way of life.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Incredible
- By Amazon Customer on 05-01-20
By: Abby Stein
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Them Bones
- By: Carolyn Haines
- Narrated by: Kate Forbes
- Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 658
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 593
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Story4 out of 5 stars 586
Meet Sarah Booth Delaney...an unconventional Southern belle whose knack for uncovering the truth is about to make her the hottest detective in Zinnia, Mississippi...if it doesn't make her the deadest. No self-respecting lady would allow herself to end up in Sarah Booth's situation. Unwed, unemployed, and over 30, she's flat broke and about to lose the family plantation. Not to mention being haunted by the ghost of her great-great-grandmother's nanny, who never misses an opportunity to remind her of her sorry state.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Good Mistery, but...
- By Kindle Customer on 02-28-18
By: Carolyn Haines
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Shaken to the Core
- By: Jae
- Narrated by: Samantha Cook
- Length: 13 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 435
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 400
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Story5 out of 5 stars 398
Kate Winthrop, the only child of a wealthy shipping magnate, has the course of her life charted for her by her parents. She's expected to marry well and produce a successor to the Winthrop empire. But Kate has a very different path in mind. Her true passion lies with photography - and with women. Alone in the city after losing her brother, Sicilian immigrant Giuliana Russo starts working for the Winthrops as a maid. Despite their different social status, Kate and Giuliana become friends, much to the dismay of Kate's parents.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Beautiful!
- By Janie on 05-03-20
By: Jae
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Shattered Hearts
- By: Noelle Winters
- Narrated by: Rebecca Estrella
- Length: 9 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 94
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 89
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Story4 out of 5 stars 90
Two shattered hearts. One fateful meeting. Zoe Matthews depends on no one, not even after her husband died - and it was her fault. The last thing she wants to do is hurt someone again. But the moment she meets her sexy new neighbor, George, she recognizes in her a soul as broken as her own. When one night leads to a passion unexpected, she's drawn to the physical comfort George offers, without pity. Again and again.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Good Book!
- By Mrs. NY on 11-04-17
By: Noelle Winters
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The Tradition
- By: Jericho Brown
- Narrated by: Jericho Brown
- Length: 1 hr and 3 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 30
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Story5 out of 5 stars 30
Jericho Brown's daring book The Tradition details the normalization of evil and its history at the intersection of the past and the personal. Brown's poetic concerns are both broad and intimate, and at their very core a distillation of the incredibly human: What is safety? Who is this nation? Where does freedom truly lie? Brown makes mythical pastorals to question the terrors to which we've become accustomed, and to celebrate how we survive.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Brilliant and moving
- By Anthony Boynton on 12-23-20
By: Jericho Brown
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Rainbow History Class
- Your Guide Through Queer and Trans History
- By: Hannah McElhinney
- Narrated by: Rudy Jean Rigg
- Length: 5 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 50
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 43
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Story5 out of 5 stars 43
Rainbow History Class is your entry into LGBTQ+ history, sharing queer and trans stories from Ancient civilisations all the way up to the internet. So much of queer and trans history and culture has been erased, but Hannah McElhinney, writer and creator of Rainbow History Class (as seen on TikTok), is here to help us all with this crash course.
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5 out of 5 stars
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An absolute fantastic read!
- By Anonymous User on 06-03-23
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As You Look
- A Yolanda Ávila Mystery, Book 1
- By: Verónica Gutiérrez
- Narrated by: Kyla García
- Length: 7 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 21
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 20
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Story5 out of 5 stars 20
Former LAPD cop turned private investigator Yolanda Ávila blames herself for her mother's death. If she'd only followed her cop instincts instead of the juju—her random prophetic dreams—the perpetrator would have been off the streets and her mother would still be alive. The only salve against her guilt is Yolanda's vow to reject that juju crap, and to solve cases using only good solid detective work. But when her godson is kidnapped and his parents are suspected of murder, Yolanda finds herself caught between what she feels and what she knows.
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5 out of 5 stars
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I want more please!!
- By Rabid Reader on 11-24-22
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House of Agnes
- By: Fiona Zedde
- Narrated by: Mari
- Length: 9 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 166
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 160
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 160
Agnes Noble is private, mysterious, and untouchable. She rules House of Agnes, the most exclusive escort agency on the East Coast, with a diamond fist. Crossing her is a mistake no one makes twice. Investigative reporter Lola Osbourne is not afraid. She's gunning for the House and its so-called queen. She'll make sure no other innocent gets dragged into Agnes's alluring web, to be used and discarded the way Lola's sister was. But her plan to get close to the elusive madam shatters the moment her eyes meet the Queen's. One look and everything's different.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Amazing!
- By Camz on 11-22-23
By: Fiona Zedde
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This Body I Wore
- A Memoir
- By: Diana Goetsch
- Narrated by: Diana Goetsch
- Length: 10 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 37
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 32
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 33
Long before Laverne Cox appeared on the cover of Time, far removed from drag and ballroom culture, there were countless trans women living and dying as men, most of whom didn't even know they were trans. Diana Goetsch's This Body I Wore chronicles one woman's long journey to coming out, a path that runs parallel to the emergence of the trans community over the past several decades.
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5 out of 5 stars
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I loved this beautiful audiobook
- By Jessie Small on 02-18-25
By: Diana Goetsch
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Ammonite
- By: Nicola Griffith
- Narrated by: Gabra Zackman
- Length: 13 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 145
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 119
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 120
Change or die: the only options available on the Durallium Company-owned planet GP. The planet's deadly virus had killed most of the original colonists - and changed the rest irrevocably. Centuries after the colony had lost touch with the rest of humanity, the Company returned to exploit GP, and its forces found themselves fighting for their lives. Afraid of spreading the virus, the Company had left its remaining employees in place, afraid and isolated from the natives.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Women Are People
- By DC on 11-17-20
By: Nicola Griffith
A must read for anyone interested in orthodoxy
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Woman’s road to realization
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Loved this book
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Wow!!!
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Thoughtful look into Orthodox Judaism
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It was overly long and repetitious.
Compared to other books that I have read about disengaging with the orthodox world, this one fell flat.
Overly long
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inspiring book
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Powerful
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