• My Life as a Wild Animal with BPD: Emotional Torture, Famous Musicians, Africa, My Instagram, Trauma
    Nov 19 2024

    I have Borderline Personality Disorder in addition to Bipolar 1 etc. I explain what the emotional agony is like using my recent (ongoing) episode wearing sequins + drinking champagne. some information and my insight/opinions, stories, surprise cameo: fellow BPD "stalkee" of my recent episodes, a few of my wild animal clips, bonus random extra stories from my time in Africa... Manic in Miami Podcast with Host Holly "Hurricane" Hearing Things Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3SI0BdT... ApplePodcasts: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-... instagram: / hollyhearingthings

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    25 mins
  • false stalking restraining order + philosophy over psychology
    Sep 10 2024
    Once again: I was accused of being a *Devil Worshiper* and violent, crazed *STALKER*. I had the case dismissed as a pro se defendant. This is the whole enchilada edit: *my testimony* + argument clips edited into my story and analysis of a true what-the-actual-F seven month court case. I included *court audio recording clips, evidence photos, photos, court document clips, texts, and security footage* plus me talking in a few locations...and some random additions. *timestamps below:* 00:00 intro 00:41 false temporary restraining orders + a philosophical approach 03:40 false allegations of stalking violence against moi 05:22 psychiatric eval, police reports, lawsuits + more vexatious litigation ideas 08:11 "On Bullshit" (book by Harry Frankfurt and summary of my case) 10:03 I Worship THE DEVIL. Security camera footage is fun, testimony clip, "imminent danger" 12:38 violating his own order + my testimony about it (Satanic coins...not related to William Blake's Satanic mills) 14:46 more disturbing, surreal shiz 16:38 mental health, malignant narcissism, antisocial personalities, testimony clip 18:32 Repository for Badness + paranoia, shame vs. guilt, evil demon women, The Drama Triangle 22:10 testimony clips 24:13 more info + beautiful Key Biscayne, Miami, Florida seascape for final comments 25:12 "I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast" from my podcast short clip, no idea, SECURITY FOOTAGE 2 + haunting voice message *YouTube link to this vlog episode* if you're not getting this as a video: https://youtu.be/65YW30IdDSg?si=GkO3mmPwMQajF2iE *Substack writing on the case* and false allegations: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicin...https://open.substack.com/pub/manicin... / hollyhearingthings Manic in Miami Podcast https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/sh... Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3SI0BdT... ApplePodcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...https://manicinmiami.com
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    27 mins
  • Story + Analysis of My Stalking Temporary Restraining Order
    Sep 6 2024

    My name associated with Devil worship, alcoholism, violence and terror is attached to public record. I "won" the case, but is that enough?

    🌴Manic in Miami 🌴 Stalker’s Special pics & random GIFs embedded

    The improper misuse of temporary restraining orders ex parte is a problem. I faced a seven-month court battle defending myself as a pro se/self-represented litigant against a false stalking domestic violence restraining order. I had the case dismissed, but this traumatic experience changed me. Restraining orders are not punishment tactics, acts of coercive control or revenge, nor are they meant to settle petty disputes and annoying communication/arguments.

    Abusive legal action should have consequences. Cluster B Personality Disorder traits (Narcissism, Borderline and Antisocial in particular) may cloud judgment and create paranoia: the foundation on which justification for unethical legal abuse and vexatious litigation is constructed. Conversely, I had my openness with my diagnoses of Bipolar Disorder Type 1 and Schizoaffective Disorder lodged against me (in addition to much more).

    SubStack writing on case + writing on false accusations and misuse of restraining orders & YouTube video link:

    https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email

    https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/domestic-violencestalking-restraining?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email

    https://youtu.be/HUN_EaaznjE?si=C8doqvTEEfLkqTqx

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    15 mins
  • reflection on Devil in the Magic City: malignant narcissism, philosophy of cruelty, false restraining orders
    Aug 31 2024

    Short vlog reflecting on the previous short vlog about my false stalking restraining order case and TRO.

    Part 1 is the 10 min episode/vlog before this one

    Both are on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/dXgH6OYyUJ8?si=tg6smHggu4DLDJLS

    Part 1 only YouTube: https://youtu.be/p6nc6B8cxxY?si=TWhe8OxiBk239W-O

    Substack: https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings

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    7 mins
  • Devil in the Magic City: 10 min vlog on being an accused stalker
    Aug 29 2024

    😈 👮 Devil in the Magic City: Manic in Miami Podcast mini 9 min full vlog here on being an accused devil worshiper and stalker for 7 months in a restraining order stalking case. (YouTube link below for those on ApplePodcasts etc.)
    🚨Links to Substack and YouTube allll about my time as a stalker and pro se respondent. Vlogs/clips about this case also found on my instagram (linked below, too):

    Substack: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu

    YouTube: https://youtu.be/p6nc6B8cxxY

    https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/


    “It’s kind of a funny story…” except not really. 👿🎭
    new content 🤪🥂testing my new gear & since some of you idiots requested a video video.

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    10 mins
  • Look Who's Stalking: I was a pro se defendant in a stalking restraining order case
    Aug 16 2024

    This is the best edit with new clips. I will be featured on the only stalking podcast there is soon, as well. Um...awesome.

    Manic in Miami Podcast: a very special episode This podcast was featured in the stalking restraining order case against me. This episode contains clips of my testimony + arguments as a pro se (self-represented) defendant/respondent. Substack about the case:

    ⁠https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web⁠

    YouTube episode link:

    https://youtu.be/ouUSUqGDdnM?si=EvSMQRWQLCKnAlrMTimestamps (00:00) clips + intro (03:23) my testimony (clip) (05:21) lies + betrayal (08:57) "imminent danger" + involuntary psychiatric hold + more (12:59) false allegations + legal abuse (17:43) "War on Drugs" + psychedelics (w/ "psychedelic psychiatrist" MiM episode clip) (20:17) more of my testimony + closing arguments (25:23) "I had sex with a bipolar man I met through this podcast" relevant MiM episode clip + bizarre ending (clips of my spoken word etc.)

    The case was built on false + exaggerated allegations, mental health stigma, and unethical (illegal) schemes. abuse of process, abuse of restraining orders, abuse of a harmless librarian.



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    29 mins
  • I Got Served With a Stalking Restraining Order Because of This Podcast (includes Devil Worship and testimony)
    Aug 9 2024

    edit: fixed the audio soft voice/pauses were killing me This podcast played a central role in the stalking case against me. My mental illness was leveraged against me. I had a temporary restraining order for five months and spent seven months of my life fighting an absurd fight. I won. A few clips from court audio of my testimony included!

    Read more details of my case here:

    https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

    Part TWO of my TRO saga (the crazy version) Satanic Manic Moral Panic

    https://open.spotify.com/episode/1rFXPACViiPO1Pox8UU34B?si=0c1abf022052440f

    My episode I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast (Spotify links here or just find the episode in my podcast on another app:)

    https://open.spotify.com/episode/5eg4tSoWwHKFJ3AYo2gpYR?si=4ea3a4ab47474137

    Satan's Goddess Transydelic Retreat used in case:

    https://open.spotify.com/episode/608EihXftyN3VgjSm5aso0?si=c9b05aa1c0964c28

    one of two episodes with a psychiatrist about psychedelics that were used to call me an illegal drug user. that's just like...not cool at all, man. super lame.:

    https://open.spotify.com/episode/1XlZFZnKWwSB8yBbqm8lAT?si=bea3b68f95ed4828


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    22 mins
  • Deployed Military Mental Health, Suicidality + Prevention + My Mental Breakdown
    Feb 23 2024

    SSG Johan Tocre helps us understand mental breakdowns from stress (w me as current example), military operational + combat stress, his special Warrior Fitness Project, a mental health program for deployed military, suicide + suicidality, PTSD, MH preventative measures + long term recovery.

    (00:00) intro

    (00:37) my mental breakdown: got acute stress?

    (05:39) military operational and combat stress

    (09:43) Johan’s deployed military service mental health program

    (20:39) sexual assault in the military

    (21:51) mental illness + suicidality in the military

    (24:21) suicide/ideation, suicide prevention + techniques

    (28:00) efficacy of long term outcomes in military PTSD + stress

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    31 mins