Decisions in Despair
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Suzanne Martin
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Emme Anthony
About this listen
Tashalie doesn't know what she's missing in her life. She seems to have it all, including a budding, lucrative basketball career, but there's plenty she doesn't have at the moment.
Panic attacks have become a way of life for Tashalie until suddenly she drops everything and everyone in search of the one girl who can make it all go away.
This charming tale will take you through the highs and lows of finding your first love and doing anything to be with her.
Enjoy!
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- 06-25-18
short, sweet, and well-written!
Beautifully narrated, this story was an easy listen with heart throughout. I Definitely recommend it!
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- Keira Ross
- 06-24-18
Very helpful!
I wish it had some instruction on how to apply the ideas she talks about in every day life. Not all of us can go to a therapist every week.
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- Carolyn G. Manuel
- 01-30-20
A Return to Living
Tosh is totally burned out, not sleeping and hating basketball. She runs to the only person who can help. Can Sarah help her find herself and a new start. Recommend.
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