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Tim Paige
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Andi Jaxon
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J.R. Gray
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Selling my virginity wasn't how I saw my first week of college going.
But after my parents cut me off, an offer from a gorgeous rich stranger doesn't sound so bad. It's only twenty-four hours and I'll never have to see him again. Wrong.
Much to my horror, the stranger is Oliver Godfrey, the captain of my fencing team. As if that isn't bad enough, his parents own half the city. There is no escape from him or the way he makes me feel. He's everything I don't want. And everything I need.
A playboy like him shouldn't look at me twice, so why is he ruining my life? But what Oliver wants, Oliver gets, and he wants me. He's arrogant, possessive, and infuriatingly obsessed with me. This can't work.
His parents want him to marry an heiress so I can't keep him. All I can have is stolen moments hidden in the dark. He's going to break my heart, and I'm going to let him.
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Being a lifelong Chicago Thunder fan, I know that Blaine Olsen is trouble. Because all hockey players are. He's a notorious playboy, and I refuse to be another notch on his bedpost. But when he shows me the part of himself he keeps hidden, it gets harder to resist him.
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Loved it!!!
- By Elaine on 11-14-24
By: Jodi Oliver
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Venetian Nights of Desire
- By: Ella Spencer
- Narrated by: Ella Spencer
- Length: 4 hrs and 51 mins
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Michael, a gay man reeling from a painful breakup and yearning for deeper connections, embarks on a soul-searching journey to the enchanting city of Venice, Italy. Within the seductive canals and timeless beauty of Venezia, he encounters Marco, a gorgeous Italian man who awakens his senses and opens his heart to the magic of genuine love.
By: Ella Spencer
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Risky Behavior
- Bad Behavior, Book 1
- By: Cari Z, L.A. Witt
- Narrated by: Michael Ferraiuolo
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
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It’s day one of Darren Corliss’s career as a detective, and not only has he been assigned a notoriously difficult partner, but the guy might also be a pill-popping dirty cop. Internal Affairs needs proof, and Darren gets to be their eyes and ears whether he wants to or not. Detective Andreas Ruffner doesn’t play by the rules, and he doesn’t play well with others. With bodies piling up and a list of suspects who are way above his pay grade, the last thing he needs is a wet-behind-the-ears kid for a partner. Or babysitter. Not even if that partner is easy on the eyes.
By: Cari Z, and others
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Eight Seconds to Ride
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- By: Ashley James
- Narrated by: Alex Kydd, Aaron Shedlock
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
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The weight of the legacy I carry is a constant tug in my mind, with the ghosts of the generations before me always whispering for me to push harder, train longer, be better. In the eight seconds I have to ride, everything else falls away, and my sole focus is on doing what I do best. I am Shooter Graham, consecutive three-time world champion bronc rider. No one has ever come close to taking the title since I've had it… until him. Sterling Addams. The new cowboy in town with dark hair, eyes like honey, and a taste for me he likes to pretend he doesn't have.
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Cowboys!!!!
- By Yj on 03-26-24
By: Ashley James
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Scum
- Wrong Side of the Tracks, Book 1
- By: K.A. Merikan
- Narrated by: Nathan Kelly
- Length: 6 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Shane is straight out of prison, and has one goal only - to wreck everything dear to the man who put him behind bars. And number one on that list is Rosen, Ed Beck’s son. Shane’s plan is to incriminate the boy, but when the dreamy blue eyes meet his, Shane can think of a hundred other ways to ruin Rosen right under his father’s nose.
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K.A. Merikan and Wyatt Baker ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
- By Nova on 12-16-21
By: K.A. Merikan
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Fire & Ice (Extended Edition)
- By: Robin Lynn
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton
- Length: 20 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Firefighter Tripp Truett is falling without a net, tumbling headfirst into a whole new kind of relationship with his enigmatic paramedic best friend, Leander. What was only meant to be mutual relief from their high-stress jobs is quickly developing into something more, but with all the missed signals and crossed wires, can these two ever figure out that they're so much closer to the same page than they think?
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So Hot and So Well-written
- By Chip on 11-05-24
By: Robin Lynn
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Trade Deadline
- Chicago Thunder, Book 1
- By: Jodi Oliver
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Liam DiCosimo
- Length: 7 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged
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Being a lifelong Chicago Thunder fan, I know that Blaine Olsen is trouble. Because all hockey players are. He's a notorious playboy, and I refuse to be another notch on his bedpost. But when he shows me the part of himself he keeps hidden, it gets harder to resist him.
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Loved it!!!
- By Elaine on 11-14-24
By: Jodi Oliver
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Venetian Nights of Desire
- By: Ella Spencer
- Narrated by: Ella Spencer
- Length: 4 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Michael, a gay man reeling from a painful breakup and yearning for deeper connections, embarks on a soul-searching journey to the enchanting city of Venice, Italy. Within the seductive canals and timeless beauty of Venezia, he encounters Marco, a gorgeous Italian man who awakens his senses and opens his heart to the magic of genuine love.
By: Ella Spencer
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Risky Behavior
- Bad Behavior, Book 1
- By: Cari Z, L.A. Witt
- Narrated by: Michael Ferraiuolo
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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It’s day one of Darren Corliss’s career as a detective, and not only has he been assigned a notoriously difficult partner, but the guy might also be a pill-popping dirty cop. Internal Affairs needs proof, and Darren gets to be their eyes and ears whether he wants to or not. Detective Andreas Ruffner doesn’t play by the rules, and he doesn’t play well with others. With bodies piling up and a list of suspects who are way above his pay grade, the last thing he needs is a wet-behind-the-ears kid for a partner. Or babysitter. Not even if that partner is easy on the eyes.
By: Cari Z, and others
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Eight Seconds to Ride
- Copper Lake, Book 1
- By: Ashley James
- Narrated by: Alex Kydd, Aaron Shedlock
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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The weight of the legacy I carry is a constant tug in my mind, with the ghosts of the generations before me always whispering for me to push harder, train longer, be better. In the eight seconds I have to ride, everything else falls away, and my sole focus is on doing what I do best. I am Shooter Graham, consecutive three-time world champion bronc rider. No one has ever come close to taking the title since I've had it… until him. Sterling Addams. The new cowboy in town with dark hair, eyes like honey, and a taste for me he likes to pretend he doesn't have.
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Cowboys!!!!
- By Yj on 03-26-24
By: Ashley James
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Scum
- Wrong Side of the Tracks, Book 1
- By: K.A. Merikan
- Narrated by: Nathan Kelly
- Length: 6 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Shane is straight out of prison, and has one goal only - to wreck everything dear to the man who put him behind bars. And number one on that list is Rosen, Ed Beck’s son. Shane’s plan is to incriminate the boy, but when the dreamy blue eyes meet his, Shane can think of a hundred other ways to ruin Rosen right under his father’s nose.
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K.A. Merikan and Wyatt Baker ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
- By Nova on 12-16-21
By: K.A. Merikan
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Fire & Ice (Extended Edition)
- By: Robin Lynn
- Narrated by: Teddy Hamilton
- Length: 20 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Firefighter Tripp Truett is falling without a net, tumbling headfirst into a whole new kind of relationship with his enigmatic paramedic best friend, Leander. What was only meant to be mutual relief from their high-stress jobs is quickly developing into something more, but with all the missed signals and crossed wires, can these two ever figure out that they're so much closer to the same page than they think?
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So Hot and So Well-written
- By Chip on 11-05-24
By: Robin Lynn
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Stepbrother Dearest
- Crimson Club, Book 1
- By: Willow Dixon
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Aiden Snow
- Length: 7 hrs and 42 mins
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Of all the people who could have seen me when I was at my most vulnerable, it had to be him. Caleb. My stepbrother and the golden child of our messed up blended family. We barely know each other, but for some reason, he takes care of me when an incident at the club leaves me helpless and alone. He hates me as much as I hate him, but something about his bossy attitude and unflappable calm soothes me. I don't want to want him, but no one has ever made me feel the way he does.
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Stepbrothers but also not really stepbrothers
- By Jensen on 08-22-24
By: Willow Dixon
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Dirty Hit
- Cold-Hearted Players, Book 1
- By: Heather Ashley
- Narrated by: Corvin King, Alyssa Avery
- Length: 10 hrs and 53 mins
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They call me The Hitman. The NHL's dirtiest player. The ender of careers. On the ice, I'm unapologetically ruthless. Off the ice, I'm worse. All it takes is one pissed-off message from a stunningly beautiful fan after a brutal game and I'm knocked off balance. Suddenly, I'm stalking. Watching. Obsessed. Cassidy thinks she knows danger? She hasn't met me yet.
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Between the Devil and the Sea
- By: Chani Lynn Feener
- Narrated by: Dan Levy
- Length: 12 hrs and 20 mins
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Detective Shadow Yor hates his life. He spends all of his time, day after day, struggling against the demons in his head that tell him he’s a worthless, unlovable person. This doesn’t change when he’s sent on a new assignment with his partner to solve a series of murders. He’s good at his job and will find whoever did it, there’s no doubt there. The only question is whether or not he’ll be able to keep himself together, or if his empathic abilities will finally be the death of him.
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I love Between the Devil and the Sea!
- By JW on 10-24-24
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The Step Bet
- Peach State Stepbros, Book 1
- By: Devon McCormack, Riley Hart
- Narrated by: Tim Paige
- Length: 7 hrs and 32 mins
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Sometimes I want to punch that smirk off Atlas McCallister's pretty face. He's cocky. A troublemaker. A pain. And, unfortunately, my stepbrother. We've been fire and kerosene since our parents got together, and to keep from exploding into fistfights, we've used challenges, dares, and bets to battle out our differences. Our past bets have been a little inappropriate—scandalous, even—but Atlas's latest bet has gone too far. Do I really believe if he loses, my straight stepbrother is gonna mess around with a guy? And not just any guy: me, his rival and nemesis?
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Absolutely loved it!
- By BeSafe71 on 02-26-24
By: Devon McCormack, and others
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Proof
- Targes Executive Protection, Book 1
- By: Sloane Kennedy
- Narrated by: Michael Dean
- Length: 11 hrs and 56 mins
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A legal technicality might be the reason I’m out of prison after serving only two years of what should have been multiple life sentences, but all I care about now is finding the man who put me behind bars in the first place. JJ Ferguson needs to see firsthand what his lies have turned me into. Two years ago, JJ and I should have been talking about our future together. Our lives had changed that night, just not in the way they should have.
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Disconnected Feeling and Words
- By Michele Blake on 11-13-24
By: Sloane Kennedy
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Stupid Dirty
- Possum Hollow, Book 1
- By: Erin Russell
- Narrated by: Alexander Cendese, Max Meyers
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
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I always thought of Silas Rush as my biggest rival on the track and a stuck-up loner off of it. He and his fancy pro career left our crappy hometown in the dust before high school even finished, and then I didn't think of him much at all. I was too busy trying to keep my little sisters from turning into addicts like our mom, and myself from turning into a rage-junkie like our dad. All while keeping food on the table. Now he's back, reminding me of all the things I don't have, just like he always did.
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So sweet
- By Daniela Rivero on 08-28-24
By: Erin Russell
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Branded: Enemies to Lovers
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- Narrated by: Elizabeth Russell
- Length: 8 hrs and 54 mins
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Nya Yorke isn't strong enough to take them down alone, but she can't let the men who raided her nightclub away with murder. It turns out that the man who rescues her from the same fate is capable of committing horrors, and Nya recognizes that he is the key to completing a mission of her own. Archer wants Tag, her oldest friend, and if she can broker a deal to get him what he wants then she might be able to punish the men who attacked her colleague. Nya needs an ally, but quickly learns that wearing Archer's mark means more than deferring to him, it could change the course of her life.
By: Scarlett Finn
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Rent: Paid in Full
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- By: Jesse H Reign
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves, Shannon Gunn
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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As if my life doesn't suck enough already, my insufferable new roommate, Miller MacAvoy, seems determined to make things weird. He watches me all the time, grinning at me like a beautiful idiot, eyes boring holes into me every time I turn my back on him. It's the last thing I need. Things haven't been going well. College isn't working out at all like I'd hoped. I'm drowning in debt, waiting tables every shift I can get, and falling behind on my studies. Something's got to give. I can't go on like this much longer.
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MILLER IS SUCH A LOVER BOY!! 🥹
- By Treunna on 06-23-24
By: Jesse H Reign
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Theirs
- By: Penny Crane
- Narrated by: Maxine Mitchell, Joe Arden
- Length: 7 hrs and 14 mins
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I was no one—until the auction. Four wealthy men. Four dates. And then I would just go back to my boring life with my cat and never see them again, right? Now that they’ve had a taste, they won’t let me disappear into my old life. They want me to be theirs. Benjamin, Alexander, MacKenna, and Colin—who also happens to be my brother’s best friend.
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Loved the narration style
- By Booked4Life on 10-18-24
By: Penny Crane
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It's All About Bex
- By: Melissa Tereze
- Narrated by: K. A. Walsh
- Length: 10 hrs and 40 mins
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Ellis Patterson can’t lie, the unexpected visit of her best friend’s auntie could be the most exciting thing that’s happened since Ellis drifted to this small town several months ago. She pictures Bex Naylor as a typical favourite aunt: eccentric, childless, probably flitting about in flowered dresses, burning sage. But Bex defies every stereotype. Black leather on her long, slim body, motorcycle to match, Bex has been following the wind for a year. And when those bright green eyes lock with Ellis’, she feels like she’s died and gone to heaven.
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Sapphic, Sapphic, Sapphic
- By Deanna on 10-23-24
By: Melissa Tereze
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Shattered Omega, Part One
- A Dark Why Choose Omegaverse (PoisonVerse Noir, Book 1)
- By: Marie Mackay
- Narrated by: Troy Duran, Alyssa Rogge
- Length: 9 hrs and 50 mins
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I'm an omega left behind. I’m damaged, forced to hide my nature, with a scent that can turn alphas violent. I was told there would be no normal, no friends, or dream pack waiting in the distance. But I have one last chance at love. Tomorrow, at the academy ball, my scent blockers will fade. My mates—the ones I was told I would never have—will see me.
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Definitely bratty FMC
- By Jessica on 11-15-24
By: Marie Mackay
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The Season of Secrets
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- By: Q.B. Tyler
- Narrated by: Jason Clarke, Vanessa Moyen
- Length: 6 hrs and 44 mins
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It doesn’t matter that Wes Beckham owns the company I work for or that he’s twenty years older than me or that there’s a strict “no fraternization policy” in place. She is convinced he wants me and that the office holiday party is the perfect place to let him know I’m interested. Because while he’s technically my older, very off-limits boss, he’s also gorgeous and charming and despite his grumpy nature, he seems to have a soft spot for me. So, I go for it. I take a risk for once and choose to be spontaneous and have one wild night with my boss.
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Dear Gawd🔥
- By Sara J Reynolds on 10-16-24
By: Q.B. Tyler
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- Charlotte Atena
- 11-08-24
loved it
oh, this book was fun fun. I laughed so hard reading/listening to it. the characters are amazing. Isaac and Oliver are PERFECT for each other. their chemistry is amazing, the banter, the chasing. the story flows beautifully, and even though this story has a sad layer, Oliver is there the whole time to catch Isaac when he's spiraling and he shows us that even the deepest wounds can be healed with love and care.
I loved how Oliver loves Isaac, our baby bird really deserves it. he deserves to be cherished and Oliver does just that, the whole book.
the spice is spicing, top tier. don't let yourself get fooled by the beginning, it was love at first sight and that will be explored and showed throughout the whole book.
I can't wait to read Colin's and Owen's book.
if you are looking for a fun read, listen to this book because the narrators did a stellar job.
10/10, highly recommend
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- Acamo118
- 11-01-24
I have never stopped listening to a book Midway through
the characters are so ridiculous that it's just not worth listening to. when there's no real redemption or turning points to the characters there's no point listening. the performances were fine but when the material is so bad it's just not worth listening to. an absolute waste of a credit
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- Gavzmom
- 10-23-24
I Wanted To Love It
I preordered this book months and months ago and I've been so excited to finally get it. I've loved every single book Andi Jaxon has put on audio so I had high hopes for this one. What a let down. **SPOILERS**
I found Oliver to be completely insufferable from start to finish. I get that he was supposed to be all hot and possessive but he just came across as a complete asshole. I kept waiting for him to get better and he never did. His, "you can't date anyone but me" attitude towards Isaac was likely meant to be sexy but it was so annoying. Even the "nice" or "soft" side he occasionally showed didn't redeem him. I get Isaac was a virgin at the start but he never, ever grew a backbone. He got a little more confident in sex but my gosh in everything else, he doubted and questioned himself so much it literally came off as whining. Yes, his parents were awful but the story would have been so much better had he taken the experience with Oliver and treatment from his parents and gotten stronger. If he had finally stood up to Oliver maybe it would have been more tolerable. On their first time, during the 24 hr date, Oliver spanked Isaac and had super rough sex. Without a condom! I don't think that is believable or acceptable in any way. With BDSM, usually the physical hits aren't for punishment, they are for pleasure. Not in this story. Oliver literally punished Isaac with a rough throat fu@k and orgasm denial. Because Isaac was on a nondate. Oliver was Isaac's first love. There is always intense feelings and emotions so it's no wonder Issac put up with Oliver's assholery. I just wanted this to end and I came SO close to DNF and returning it, but I wanted it to get better. I did think the narrators did amazing. Kurt and Tim are top of their game voice actors but even they couldn't redeem this story. I may be in the minority here and that's fine. I am super disappointed in this book and I don't know if I will be able to listen to the rest of the series if they are all this bad. Sorry authors, but I still love y'all for bringing my guilty pleasure to audio!
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