The Hate I Feel

Rydeville Elite, Book 7

By: Siobhan Davis™

Narrated by: Michael Gallagher, Sarah Puckett

Length: 9 hrs

Publisher's summary

He'll make her pay for her father's crimes before taking revenge on the brothers who abandoned him.

Zayn Becker has struggled to protect his little brother in the aftermath of the car accident which claimed their parents' lives. They lost everything that night except for each other. What subsequently happened at the group home devastated Roman and set Zayn on a vengeful path that leads to the elite.

When a mysterious guardian emerges, Zayn is more than willing to help take down the brothers who abandoned him and Roman as babies. But first, he targets the sweet, innocent daughter of the man who owns the group home.

Emery Copeland lives a blissfully sheltered life as the only daughter of wealthy parents. She's not looking for a new relationship when Zayn sweeps her off her feet at summer school. Giving him her V-card feels right until his betrayal is revealed and her world implodes.

Kaiden Anderson hasn't stopped searching for the brothers his father gave away. His desire to find them is all-consuming, especially now it seems they?re in danger.

Upon reuniting, Kai discovers Roman is broken and Zayn has a secret agenda. With the elite threat ever-present and their father in hiding overseas, Kai will stop at nothing to protect his youngest siblings.

Zayn regrets hurting Emery, and he's determined to win her back despite how she keeps pushing him away. Protecting her and Roman becomes his new goal, and he'll do whatever it takes to keep them safe.

Even if it means opening his heart to the brothers he once vowed to hate.
The Hate I Feel was originally released as a short story in the Hot Summer School Nights anthology. The story has been expanded and rewritten and it is now a full-length novel. This book is not a stand-alone romance and it must be listened to in series order.

©2020, 2024 Siobhan Davis™ (P)2024 Siobhan Davis™

A gritty read!

He’ll make her pay for her father’s crimes before taking revenge on the brothers who abandoned him...

A twisty, gritty and steamy read all rolled into one package of extreme goodness filled with emotional rollercoasters.

Start to finish, I could not take a great or anything. I had to finish before I could proceed with anything else.

Perfect for readers of contemporary romances.

A perfect duet narration.

Doesn't get any better than this!!! Fantastic!!!

The Hate I Feel, an Audiobook by Siobhan Davis, is the heart-wrenching story of Zayn and Emery. He only has one goal. To make those who abandoned him and his brother PAY. He will go to any lengths to get what he wants. Emery could be the person who breaks him.

O.M.G!!!! This story was FANTASTIC!!!! Zayn is so single-minded and determined…at any cost!!! Emery is innocent, sweet, and completely devoted. But, when things spiral…there are multiple consequences…and heartbreak!

This story was sooooooooo good!!!! It is written so that you care deeply for each character…and understand their motivations completely….perhaps you even agree with them!!! The lack of trust and utter devastation that occurs is just gut-wrenching….have tissues ready!!! Excellent read!!!

This Audiobook was mesmerizingly narrated by Michael Gallagher and Sarah Puckett. The level of angst, remorse, and deep emotions are difficult to convey with voice alone, but these two do it beautifully, painfully, achingly…so intense and deep. I loved the way they interpreted each of the characters…they successfully pulled out the nuances, depth, and intensity of each! I loved their performances!!!

Hard to Pause

Hard to put down

I loved this book by Siobhan Davis. I have now read and listened to it. She has written another emotional story for this series! In a way, this was a slow burn... sorta... kinda.... I didn't want to put it down nor pause it when needed. I'm so invested in the characters and love seeing them from book to book. We keep getting more and more information. I absolutely cannot wait for the next book.

Michael Gallagher and Sarah Puckett are excellent narrators! Favorites of mine! Their performances were emotional and had it rolling like a movie in my head.

So many feels…

I really enjoyed the audiobook, I’ve read the books within the series and even the audiobooks are standalone. I loved this book and the series as well, It was a different but great experience listening to it bs reading it. I definitely recommend it!

The hate I feel

Get ready to be inspired as Kai and Rick's unwavering dedication pays off, reuniting them with their younger brothers, Zayn and Roman. Years of searching culminate in a powerful journey of healing and redemption. Zayn's transformative quest to regain Emery's trust showcases the resilience of the human spirit. Meanwhile, the Anderson brothers' unbreakable bond empowers Roman to face his trauma, illuminating the profound impact of supportive relationships. This heartwarming story celebrates the triumph of love and family, leaving readers filled with hope and encouragement.

Manipulation Galore

Zayn and Ro have been on their own for a while. Now their other brothers are a part of their lives and want to let them know they are not alone. As the story goes we find out just how much manipulation went on from the Elite especially when it came to Zayn and Ro. On top of that Zayn tries to make up for the mess he made with Emery. The narrators Michael Gallagher and Sarah Puckett are a great duo in this duet narrating. They always do well together. Sarah did not have as much emotion as she usually does a few times in this one but nonetheless it was still great.

Zayn was amazing

I just finished the Audio book of this. I absolutely adore Michael Gallagher. I have heard him in multiple roles now, and he is always so good and this was no exception. This was such a great performance from him he portrayed all the angst and emotions that the role of Zayn required. He does an amazing job as always with one of Siobhan's books. Sarah was also really good in the role of Emery. There were parts that i felt she could have portrayed a bit more emotion to the performance, for what the storyline entails, but overall this was a great book and i loved it.

The hate I feel

The Hate I Feel is book 7 in the Rydeville Elite Series and focuses on Zayne, Ro and Em. While we start out with some new characters and unfamiliar faces we quickly find our way into the Rydeville world along with the characters we all know and love. As with the rest of the series we get alot of insight into the other characters lives as the storyline moves forward. There are several hard topics and revelations in this book that must be worked through to keep moving forward. I am excited to see where Rydeville leads us in Drew next. Sarah and Michael did an amazing job narrating this story. I hope you all give it a listen when you get the chance!!

“You’re hurting, and that hurts me.”

Zayn has a lot on his plate with protecting his younger brother Roman from the Elite organization and also getting his revenge on his family, who he believes abandoned them. Enter Emery who became collateral damage in the process.

I couldn’t stop smiling as all of our favorite characters made an appearance! And even getting Kaiden POV chapters was such a treat! The writing really tugs at your heart as you experience the joy and angst of the Anderson brothers trying to reconnect.

Duet Narration was perfect with Michael Gallagher and Sarah Puckett. They really brought the scenes to life. Michael did a great job switching amongst all the male voices!

So excited for Drew coming next in series 😍