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The dark true story about the exceptional Nicky Nicholls and her struggle to survive a bleak and abusive young life.
Left as a newborn in a box outside Stoke City Football ground, her grandparents took her into their home. But instead of finding a sanctuary, Nicky was subjected to horrific sexual abuse throughout her childhood.
In 1951, when Nicky was six years old, her glamorous-looking estranged mother arrived on the doorstep to 'rescue' her. But Nicky's hopes of a safe and loving family were very soon smashed, and her world became darker still.
Now an internationally renowned London artist, hers is a compelling story, carried along by her rare spirit of survival against the odds. This audiobook details an extraordinary woman's rise from the horror of a deeply damaging childhood to a new, creative and independent life. Her story is one of hope, for herself and for other abused children.
©2018 Nicky Nicholls and Elizabeth Sheppard (P)2019 W. F. Howes LtdListeners also enjoyed...
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- Length: 8 hrs
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 392
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 379
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Story5 out of 5 stars 379
Named after the lager that christened her at birth, Stella's life is characterised instability and neglect. Her teenage mother abandons her in the first few weeks of her life, and left in the 'care' of her father, she ends up lying deserted in a house with no food, no water, no clothes and no warmth. She eventually lands in the care of foster carer Louise, who is determined to change her life for the better.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Heartbreaking and wonderful!
- By Deb S. on 10-28-24
By: Louise Allen
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Boys For Sale (Book 1): A Novel about Human Trafficking
- By: Marc Finks
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 24
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 24
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 24
More than 2,000,000 children worldwide are bought and sold each year to be used as slaves. This could be just one of their stories.... When his parents agree to send Tavi off to a special school in the city that promises wealth and success, they have no idea that they are handing their son over to real life human traffickers. Tavi's excitement soon turns into horror as he learns what kind of a life he has been forced into and the things that are expected of him. As his world comes crashing down around him, he struggles to stay true to himself in the midst of the darkness. But when one of ...
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1 out of 5 stars
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Boring
- By Rosalie tamayo on 11-08-24
By: Marc Finks
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Little Sweetheart
- How I Healed After Sexual Abuse—and How You Can Protect Other Children from Grooming and Abuse
- By: Amber Gregory
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 2 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall3.5 out of 5 stars 7
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Performance3 out of 5 stars 7
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Story3.5 out of 5 stars 7
Sexual trauma can dim or even extinguish the spark of our personalities—but deep within us, our souls remain as bright and beautiful as the day God gave them to us. Little Sweetheart, the true account of a twelve-year-old girl trapped in a sexual relationship with an older dance teacher, is much more than a memoir. With vulnerability and honesty, Amber Gregory integrates both spiritual inspiration and careful research with her autobiographical story. As she shares her healing journey—a journey she took with her Divine Soul Mate at her side—she empowers us to learn along with her. She ...
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2 out of 5 stars
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Poor Choices
- By Amazon Customer on 05-08-25
By: Amber Gregory
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Him, Me, and V
- Based on a true story of child abuse, survival, and healing.
- By: Amy Joy
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 4 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 35
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 35
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 35
Play the game or pay the price. Him, Me, and V is based on the true story of Amy and the little ones who grew up with Him. Amy’s career is flourishing when she finds herself tormented by memories, things that seem foreign but live deep inside. Not knowing where to turn, she finds V. Safety and love allow Amy and the others to reveal the horrific experiences of their childhood. But not everyone makes it to safety.
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2 out of 5 stars
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The courage of a remarkable survivor!
- By David H. on 06-22-25
By: Amy Joy
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Stanley's Coat
- A shocking true story of child abuse and sadistic mental torture
- By: Peedie William
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 10 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 11
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 10
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 10
The eldest of seven children born to an abusive father, I endured a childhood of unspeakable violence and ridicule. This courageous memoir details the hardships I faced as I desperately tried to be accepted as a son to a father who does not believe I am his child. I did not endure years of abuse as a child to remain silent. Now I am not ashamed of what I suffered as a child anymore. My story is not easy to read or even comprehend, but it is my truth and my right to tell because it happened to me. It took 58 years to accept that my past cannot be changed and to finally let my past go. I can ...
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4 out of 5 stars
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poor kid knew but didn't tell
- By Becky Dean on 06-11-25
By: Peedie William
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Hidden in the Dark
- Every Family Has Secrets - Some Are Worth Dying For
- By: RaShell Lashbrook
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 8 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 34
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Story4 out of 5 stars 34
"This novel is not for the faint of heart, but it rewards the brave with a riveting tale that grips deeply." DJ Moore A dark, psychological thriller that is sure to keep you up well past your bedtime After enduring a lifetime of abuse at the hands of the man that vowed to cherish her, Genny Carter knows only the role of the victim. More focused on avoiding punishment than the wellbeing of her three daughters, she ignored the terror inflicted on them by their father during their childhood. She kept his secrets. Now, in her sixties, Genny has had enough. She needs her daughters to help her ...
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5 out of 5 stars
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Really good listen but…
- By Rachellynn on 02-19-25
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Dehumanisation
- A True Story of Organised Child Abuse
- By: Jen Grace, Samuel Grace
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 4
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Story5 out of 5 stars 4
Unwanted and homeless from day one: Social services found Jennie a new home. Tragically she was enslaved into a brutal regime of horrific abuse, extreme neglect, loss and degrading humiliation with foster parents. It continued behind closed doors in a seemingly well-respected household for twenty-three years. The foster family trafficked her to other sickening perpetrators of organised abuse rings. The death of both foster parents did not stop the hideous abuse, which continued for decades as they hunted down Jennie and her son despite moving thirty-six times. Jennie developed DID ...
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5 out of 5 stars
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Abuse, survivor, no support from authorities
- By Elizabeth on 05-28-25
By: Jen Grace, and others
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A Heart Without A Home
- A memoir about homelessness through the eyes of a young girl
- By: Nichole Carpenter
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 4 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 33
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 33
9-year-old Nichole and her parents are evicted from their home because both of her parents are addicted to heroin. With nowhere left to turn, they are now homeless. In order to survive they must dig through dumpsters, beg, and steal. While living on the streets, Nichole struggles to understand why people treat them differently.
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4 out of 5 stars
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AI is not the way to go
- By Kerry Beckette on 11-16-24
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No Tears for my Father
- A True Story of Incest
- By: Viga Boland
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 7
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 7
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Story5 out of 5 stars 7
From the ages of 11-24, the author was subjected to sexual, mental and physical abuse by her biological father. She told no-one about the abuse until she was 65 years old. Even her husband of over 40 years was unaware of her past. But when she finally found the courage to tell all, her daughters and husband encouraged her to write "No Tears for my Father" in the hope it would help other victims of incest to realize they are not alone. "No Tears for my Father" earned the author, Viga Boland, a Gold Medal in the 2014 Readers Favorite Book Awards. Her book trailer video on YouTube has had ...
By: Viga Boland
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My Sweet Angel
- The True Story of Lacey Spears, the Seemingly Perfect Mother Who Murdered Her Son in Cold Blood
- By: John Glatt
- Narrated by: Shaun Grindell
- Length: 11 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 427
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 393
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 394
Lacey Spears made international headlines in January 2015, when she was charged with the "depraved mind" murder of her five-year-old son, Garnett. Prosecutors alleged that the 27-year-old mother had poisoned him with high concentrations of salt through his stomach tube. To the outside world, Lacey had seemed like the perfect mother, regularly posting dramatic updates on her son's harrowing medical problems. But in reality, Lacey was a textbook case of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Narration UGH
- By Linda on 01-05-18
By: John Glatt
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Where Children Run
- By: Karen Emilson
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Wiley
- Length: 16 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 320
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 306
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Story5 out of 5 stars 307
Twins David and Dennis Pischke's lives change forever when their father dies and a man damaged by the war arrives at their farm near the isolated town of Moosehorn, Manitoba. Boleslaw Domko quickly works his way into their lives and their mother's bed. Where Children Run opens with one of their earliest memories - the day Domko throws their infant stepsister against the wall. In this firsthand account, the twins recall years of neglect, starvation, and enslavement; horrific beatings and candlelit nights spent in the nearby St. Thomas Lutheran Church.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Must read
- By Shay on 11-06-24
By: Karen Emilson
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Tressa
- The 12-Year-Old Mum
- By: Tressa Middleton
- Narrated by: Ruth Urquhart
- Length: 6 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 340
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 310
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 309
Tressa Middleton made UK history when she became Britain's youngest mum in 2006 aged just 12 years and eight months. Her case provoked shock and outrage - but the truth behind the headlines was far sadder than anyone could ever have imagined. Born into a life of poverty and neglect, Tressa was forced to grow up fast when was she taken into care at just four years old. She was returned to her mother's chaotic world, but by the age of seven, she was being abused by her own brother and at 11 years old she fell pregnant with his child. For years she kept his dark secret in an attempt to hold her family together until the truth threatened to destroy her completely.
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5 out of 5 stars
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truly amazing such a beautiful n strong Young wome
- By kelly on 12-22-18
By: Tressa Middleton
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I'm Not Broken: Surviving the House of Demons
- By: Jessica Reale
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 5 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 61
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 60
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 60
Her body is thawing, and the smell of death is oozing from her. I want to be sick, but I say nothing. I watch like I was told. Good girls, listen. I want to rub my legs clean; I want a shower. Startled when my mom announced she was done. I finally see. Even though I was watching, I did not truly see. I say nothing. I sit and watch. Wishing for heaven too. Survival is all I can think of, I must do as they say, or I will be next. I am trying to be strong but failing many times. Will I leave the summer alive? will I get to start 8th Grade? I was finally able to tell on my parents. Now I am ...
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4 out of 5 stars
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This book deserves to be read by a human being
- By K.R. on 06-23-24
By: Jessica Reale
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Can I Come HOME Now?
- A True Story of Childhood Trauma
- By: Barbara GODIN
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 8 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 14
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 14
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 14
True Story of Childhood Trauma Can I Come Home Now? In this heart-wrenching yet empowering memoir, author Barbara takes readers on a harrowing journey from the innocence of childhood to the complexities of adulthood, revealing the deep scars left by betrayal and abuse. At just five years old, Barbara's world is shattered as she faces unimaginable trauma at the hands of those who should have protected her. Shuttled between relatives after her family’s disintegration, she becomes a target for predators who exploit her vulnerability, leaving her grappling with a fractured sense of self-worth...
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5 out of 5 stars
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Learned a lot about jehova witness
- By NRo on 06-17-25
By: Barbara GODIN
Very Raw
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Perseverance at its best.
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pain and great New life
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Lot happening
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The mental fight
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