Darkwater
A Pastor's Memoir of Depression and Faith
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Michael J. Scholtes
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Michael Scholtes
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There is a voice in Michael's head.
A voice that tells him he is worthless and unlovable. The voice masquerades as his own, wreaking havoc on his friendships and romantic relationships. It keeps him from pursuing his calling—a career as a pastor. It tears his life apart piece by piece, leading him to attempt suicide on more than one occasion. The voice almost defeats him, and yet there is another, more powerful voice—the still, small voice of God always whispering to him, “I love you.”
This is the true story of Michael’s journey from a precocious child in a small town to the spiritual leader of a faith community, and how he slowly and fitfully learns how to listen to the better angels within. Told with brutal honesty and insight into his own mental condition, this is a story of friendship, depression, despair, faith, and a God who refuses to let go.
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Despite his deep desire to overcome mental illness and lead others out of their own pain, pastor Andrew Stoecklein died by suicide at the age of 30. In the wake of the tragedy, his widow, Kayla, embarked on a journey to better understand Andrew’s harrowing battle, come alongside those with similar struggles, and help the church overcome the stigma of suicide.
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1 out of 5 stars
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Too religious
- By Jennifer W. on 05-10-21
By: Kayla Stoecklein, and others
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Indestructible
- Fight Your Spiritual Battles from the Winning Side
- By: Blake K. Healy
- Narrated by: Blake Healy
- Length: 4 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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This book will teach you how to battle your spiritual struggles from the winning side so that you can be victorious both in your life and in the issues happening in today’s world. Many Christians limp through their lives feeling beat up by the enemy, their circumstances, and internal strife. They look at the pattern of world events with a sense of hopelessness. Too often they simply accept these as the natural trials and challenges of life. However, other Christians acknowledge that there is a war happening, a battle between angels and demons.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A gift of helps
- By Anonymous User on 06-21-21
By: Blake K. Healy
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Wisdom Hunter
- A Novel
- By: Randall Arthur
- Narrated by: Scott R. Pollak
- Length: 12 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 22
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 22
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Pastor Jason Faircloth knows what he believes. His clear faith, in fact, is why he is one of the most prominent pastors in Atlanta. He relies on it to discipline his daughter, his wife, his church. He prays daily that others would come to see God's ways as he does. And it will cost him everything he has. Groping for answers in the face of tragedy, Jason is determined to find the one person left who might provide healing: the granddaughter kept hidden from him.
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5 out of 5 stars
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What an awesome eye opener
- By Anthea on 07-12-22
By: Randall Arthur
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Talking with God
- What to Say When You Don't Know How to Pray
- By: Adam Weber
- Narrated by: Adam Weber
- Length: 3 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 71
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 58
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Story5 out of 5 stars 57
Prayer seems like it should be so simple. Yet when it comes to actually praying, often it feels awkward and complicated. I mean...what should you actually pray about? What do you say? Is there anything you should or shouldn't say? Do you have to speak out loud? Where do you even start?
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5 out of 5 stars
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Really GOD!!
- By etronics6 on 05-28-19
By: Adam Weber
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Unveiling Grace
- The Story of How We Found Our Way Out of the Mormon Church
- By: Lynn K. Wilder
- Narrated by: Julie Lyles Carr
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 516
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 456
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 460
For 30 years, Lynn Wilder, once a tenured faculty member at Brigham Young University, and her family lived in, loved, and promoted the Mormon Church. Then, their son Micah, serving his Mormon mission in Florida, had a revelation: God knew him personally. God loved him. And the Mormon Church did not offer the true gospel. As Lynn tells her story of abandoning the deception of Mormonism to receive God's grace, she gives a rare look into Mormon culture, what it means to grow up Mormon, and why the contrasts between Mormonism and Christianity make all the difference in the world.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Enlightening information
- By S. Herzog on 08-19-14
By: Lynn K. Wilder
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Little Matches
- A Memoir of Finding Light in the Dark
- By: Maryanne O'Hara
- Narrated by: Maryanne O'Hara
- Length: 9 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 37
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When their only child was diagnosed with cystic fibrosis (CF) at the age of two, Maryanne O'Hara and her husband were told that Caitlin could live a long life or be dead in a matter of months. Thirty-one years later, Caitlin lost her battle with this devastating disease following an excruciating two-year wait on the transplant list and a last-minute race to locate a pair of healthy lungs. The sudden spiral of events left Maryanne in an existential crisis, searching to find an answer to the eternal question: Why we are here?
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5 out of 5 stars
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I don't know who needs to read it...
- By H. Hill on 04-18-23
By: Maryanne O'Hara
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Unreasonable Hope
- Finding Faith in the God Who Brings Purpose to Your Pain
- By: Chad Veach
- Narrated by: Chad Veach
- Length: 6 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 97
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 86
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Story5 out of 5 stars 84
When things go horribly wrong and the world seems to be unraveling, how do you believe in God's goodness? How do you cling to hope? Chad Veach directs listeners away from clichéd Sunday school answers that fail to offer real comfort or provide faith-building insights. Instead he draws from God's promises in the Bible and from the story of his own daughter's diagnosis of a devastating and debilitating disease to reveal simple, purposeful steps for dealing with pain.
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5 out of 5 stars
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So Passionate!
- By Trevor Tyson on 09-28-16
By: Chad Veach
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Gift of the Red Bird
- The Story of a Divine Encounter
- By: Paula D'Arcy
- Narrated by: Paula D'Arcy
- Length: 3 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 62
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 52
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 52
When Paula D'Arcy lost her husband and baby in a car crash, she began an inner search for a faith that was stronger than fear. In Gift of the Red Bird she shares her remarkable spiritual adventure. Grief, she shows us, is an ongoing, never-completed process, one that becomes woven into the fabric of the grieving person's spiritual life.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Relatable story
- By Maryjane Hadaway on 07-15-19
By: Paula D'Arcy
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Raising the Dead
- A Doctor Encounters the Miraculous
- By: Dr. Chauncey W Crandall IV
- Narrated by: Dr. Chauncey W Crandall IV
- Length: 5 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 86
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 73
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 73
Dr. Chauncey Crandall IV was a Christian who kept his faith and his profession mostly separate when he first encountered a man named Jeff Markin. Jeff had collapsed during a massive heart attack at the entrance of the emergency room, and forty-three minutes later he was dead. He had been shocked repeatedly several times with defibrillator paddles but his heartbeat had flatlined.
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5 out of 5 stars
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POWERFUL BOOK!!!!
- By TDRA89 on 10-24-10
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- Dkfurst
- 11-16-23
His biblical interpretation is questionable
As I completed the book, my heart was sad to realize that his biblical interpretation an application is flawed in many ways. Wow, much of his book sounds good. The truth of the matter is she doesn’t properly apply biblical truths to the real world. I’m grateful that he has found some semblance of help for his depression, however This application is not biblically accurate. In one place he specifically talks about why churches do not except the LGBTQ community. He says he does not see any reason why you can’t except them fully and 100% in marriage as pastors with no holds. The reality is he ignores. Clear scripture Meaning he either doesn’t know the word of God fully or he chooses to ignore some of it. Either way this paints everything else he says in this book. I really wished I could recommend this book but I just cannot.
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