Crying in H Mart

A Memoir

By: Michelle Zauner

Narrated by: Michelle Zauner

From the indie rock star of Japanese Breakfast fame, and author of the viral 2018 New Yorker essay that shares the title of this book, an unflinching, powerful memoir about growing up Korean American, losing her mother, and forging her own identity.

In this exquisite story of family, food, grief, and endurance, Michelle Zauner proves herself far more than a dazzling singer, songwriter, and guitarist. With humor and heart, she tells of growing up one of the few Asian-American kids at her school in Eugene, Oregon; of struggling with her mother's particular high expectations of her; of a painful adolescence; of treasured months spent in her grandmother's tiny apartment in Seoul, where she and her mother would bond, late at night, over heaping plates of food. As she grew up, moving to the East Coast for college, finding work in the restaurant industry, and performing gigs with her fledgling band - and meeting the man who would become her husband - her Korean-ness began to feel ever more distant, even as she found the life she wanted to live. It was her mother's diagnosis of terminal cancer, when Michelle was 25, that forced a reckoning with her identity and brought her to reclaim the gifts of taste, language, and history her mother had given her.

Vivacious and plainspoken, lyrical and honest, Zauner's voice is as radiantly alive on the page as it is onstage. Rich with intimate anecdotes that will resonate widely, Crying in H Mart is a book to cherish, share, and enjoy many times.

©2021 Michelle Zauner (P)2021 Random House Audio

Critic reviews

One of the Best Books of the Year:

The New York Times, Time, NPR, Washington Post, Vogue, Entertainment Weekly, Good Morning America, Philadelphia Inquirer, Goodreads, BuzzFeed, and more

One of President Obama's Favorite Books of the Year

One of The Smithsonian's 10 Best Books About Food of the Year

“A warm and wholehearted work of literature, an honest and detailed account of grief over time, studded with moments of hope, humor, beauty, and clear-eyed observation. This story is a nuanced portrayal of a young person grappling with what it means to embody familial and cultural histories, to be fueled by creative pursuits, to examine complex relationships with place, and to endure the acute pain of losing a parent just on the other side of a tumultuous adolescence . . . Crying in H Mart is not to be missed.” —The Seattle Times

“Crying in H Mart powerfully maps a complicated mother-daughter relationship . . . Zauner writes about her mother’s death [with] clear-eyed frankness . . . The book is a rare acknowledgement of the ravages of cancer in a culture obsessed with seeing it as an enemy that can be battled with hope and strength. Zauner plumbs the connections between food and identity . . . her food descriptions transport us to the table alongside her. What Crying in H Mart reveals is that in losing her mother and cooking to bring her back to life, Zauner became herself.” —NPR

“A profound, timely exploration of terminal illness, culture and shared experience . . . Zauner has accomplished the unthinkable: a book that caters to all appetites. She brings dish after dish to life on the page in a rich broth of delectable details [and] offers remarkably prescient observations about otherness from the perspective of the Korean American experience. Crying in H Mart will thrill Japanese Breakfast fans and provide comfort to those in the throes of loss while brilliantly detailing the colorful panorama of Korean culture, traditions and food.” —San Francisco Chronicle

My mom

I listen to the entire book in 1 day. Off the bat, she made me cry before I even finish the first chapter. The love between the author and her mother is so precious and in a way, it made me jealous. I had a similar upbringing as the author except that I don't have a loving mother like hers. My mother is currently fighting late-stage cancer very similar to the author so I can relate to what she went through. The author and I share the same cultural background, I fully understood all the cultural items and subjects she mentioned in her book. It's beautifully written and I truly enjoyed listening to her stories.

Great story, but poor narration

I hesitate to write negative reviews on Audible, but I feel strongly that most memoir authors should hire professional readers for their books. This was a heartfelt, loving tribute to Michelle Zauner’s mother, but her monotone narration almost put me to sleep. I would recommend reading the book instead of listening to it.

I could not stop listening

I was so moved by this memoir. Immersed by the mother/daughter relationship and the connection with traditional food while navigating a difficult health crisis pulled me along on their journey. I especially loved the author’s pronunciation of Korean food I would never have been able to master had I read the it. LOVED THIS BOOK!

Huzzah!

Marvelous!
You will be near tears amongst the open laughter. CIHM is a wonderful paean to mothers everywhere, an exploration of food, culture and identity, and a celebration of life.

Michelle’s narration is not only both heartbreaking and heartwarming, but unflinchingly brave.

Brilliant

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Just do it - it’s amazing

Beautiful, sad, beautiful. Loved everything about it and listening to the authors own voice brought it life even more.

So poignant

Loved the story and loved the narration. Beautifully done. Thank you for telling your story!

Crying in my Sewing Room

I heard about this book on the Today Show. The title grabbed my attention, as I love me some H Mart and have even shed some tears there, smelling familiar smells that brought me back to places I longed for. There were so many things I related to in the story, even though I haven’t had the exact same experiences as the author. She paints such vivid pictures, I felt like I was eating what she described. I was completely swept up in her relationship with her mom...talk about a tear jerker! I couldn’t stop listening, and found myself carrying my phone around with me everywhere...even the shower. SO well done.

Beautiful

Love this story. It was a heartwarming memento to her Mother and her struggle to find herself and in the end connect to her Mother and her heritage. I truly enjoyed listening to this book.

Resonates with alot of mom/daughter relationships

I read it as a recommendation of Jenn Im's curl up club, and absolutely loved it. The little ways they shared affection reminded me of my relationship with my mother. Especially how food and culture is really important to us who can barley speak our mother tongue. I loved how she viewed it as a way to build a stronger connection with her mother, before and even after her mother's death. This book highlights the rawness and hopelessness of loss and grief. The author did an amazing job at guiding the reader through her experience and her family's experience as well.