Beaten but Still Beating
A Midquel to Atheist with a Prayer
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Narrated by:
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James D. Quesenberry
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By:
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Mark Richards
About this listen
From the quickening pulse of that first glance to the gut-twisting pull of space given, but not asked for, Richards chronicles the emotional journey of love, tension, and heartbreak with honest sincerity. His beaten and battered heart was served on a silver platter—still beating—for the world to digest in morbid relatability. From one hopelessly openhearted fool to another.
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