• Principle 3: All My Life & Will to Christ's Care and Control (Part 2)
    May 31 2023

    In Part 2 of this episode about Principle 3 from Celebrate Recovery, Todd and Matt continue discussing the importance of understanding growing in awareness. Part 2 includes conversation around our will and how our will was exercised during insanity, how performance culture impacts the level we commit, totems we cannot let go of, and how Paulie from Rocky 4 can help us find the center of God's care.

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    57 mins
  • Principle 3: Consciously Choose to Commit All My Life... (Part 1)
    May 17 2023

    Todd and Matt are back to discuss Principle 3 from Celebrate Recovery: Consciously choose to commit all my life and will to Christ's care and control.


    “Happy are the meek.” Matthew 5:5a


    This episode includes a discussion around what it means to be "consciously aware" and why it is so important to understand mindful presence in order to live out Principle 3, how to start piles for what to take with us in our recovery journey and what to leave behind, how Matt avoided being arrested by the TSA at O'Hare, and questions to ask when you're struggling with living with intentional purpose. And for fun, Todd and Matt try to figure out cricket's rules.

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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • Principle 2: Earnestly Believe God Exists (Part 2)
    Mar 22 2023

    In Part 2 of this episode about Principle 2 from Celebrate Recovery, Todd and Matt continue discussing the power that comes from our Higher Power, Jesus Christ. Part 2 includes conversation around what it means to embrace a vertical relationship with Jesus, answering the question “What if God is not mad at me?”, the man who kayaked across the Atlantic 3 times, and hard stories from our journey.

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    47 mins
  • Principle 2: Earnestly Believe God Exists (Part 1)
    Mar 9 2023

    Principle 2 from Celebrate Recovery is all about our Higher Power.

    Earnestly believe that God exists, that I matter to Him, and that He has the power to help me recover.

    “Happy are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.” (Matthew 5:4)

    In Part 1 of this conversation, Todd and I talk about what the word “earnest” really means, the lies we have to reckon with in recovery, unlearning, and the truth about how we matter to God.

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    46 mins
  • Principle 1: Realize I’m Not God (Part 2)
    Feb 21 2023

    We begin Season 2 with a conversation about Principle 1 in Celebrate Recovery.
    Realize I’m not God; I admit that I am powerless to control my tendency to do the wrong thing and that my life is unmanageable.

    “Happy are those who know that they are spiritually poor.” Matthew 5:3a TEV

    In Part 2 of this conversation, Todd and I talk about The Glass Onion, why Matt's soccer coach was wrong about winning and losing, how scoreboards and referees relate to comparison and justifying our insanity, the danger of not living into Principle 1, and movies about being seen.

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    41 mins
  • Principle 1: Realize I’m Not God (Part 1)
    Feb 8 2023
    We begin Season 2 with a conversation about Principle 1 in Celebrate Recovery. Realize I’m not God; I admit that I am powerless to control my tendency to do the wrong thing and that my life is unmanageable.  “Happy are those who know that they are spiritually poor.” Matthew 5:3a TEV In Part 1 of this conversation, Todd and I talk about two things we could do to get Celebrate Recovery to shut down the podcast and how we’ll avoid them, two quotes about the paradox of acceptance, and the difficulties of approaching Principle 1 in the early days of recovery.
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    39 mins
  • Season 1 Finale
    Aug 24 2022
    In the Season 1 Finale, Todd and Matt discuss the learnings and challenges discovered in the journey of creating the podcast and developing self-awareness, as well as reveal a big announcement about what's next. They revisit touchpoints throughout Season 1 that impacted listeners: grace, the idealized self, and being poor in spirit.
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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • Practical Steps Towards Self-Awareness (Part 2)
    Aug 17 2022
    Todd and Matt complete a two part episode giving practical steps for how to start developing self awareness. By balancing our observations and getting connected to community and relationships that help us continue the journey, we inevitably grow.
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    56 mins