Episodes

  • Trailer for 'Scundered - A Personal Story of Public Disgrace'
    Jan 28 2025

    Scundered is a gripping and darkly funny podcast exploring the chaos of modern scandal. Written and read by Barbara Neeson, it’s the raw, unfiltered story of how she was doxxed, publicly shamed and violently driven out of Northern Ireland.

    From love at first sight to business failure, motherhood to violent attacks, Barbara shares moments that make you laugh when you’d really rather cry. With sharp humour & brutal honesty, Scundered is a tale of finding resilience in the face of abject failure. If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to go viral for all the wrong reasons, this is the podcast for you!


    Contact the show:

    helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson

    www.instagram.com/iambarbara


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    www.instagram.com/kismet.creates

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    2 mins
  • Episode 8 - Far From Home
    Jan 28 2025

    In the series finale, Barbara confronts the cost of her survival. After scandal, shame, and reinvention, she reflects on resilience, burnout, and finding a way forward. It’s not just a story of enduring—it’s about learning how to thrive again in a world that tried to ruin her.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com⁠⁠


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    28 mins
  • Episode 7 - Exile and the Cost of Survival
    Jan 28 2025

    Rebuilding a life after losing your home, health, and identity isn’t for the faint of heart. Barbara reflects on the heartbreak of exile in Dublin, grappling with financial ruin and the slow, painful process of starting over. This episode reveals the scars trauma leaves—and the glimmers of hope that make survival possible.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com⁠⁠


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    29 mins
  • Episode 6 - Fleeing the Firestorm
    Jan 28 2025

    A violent attack shatters Barbara’s family and leaves her with no choice but to run. Betrayals mount, her business collapses, and the support she counted on evaporates. This episode captures the chaos of being under siege, facing the bitter truth that survival comes with a steep price: losing everything.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com⁠⁠


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    29 mins
  • Episode 5 - Pandemic Pressure and Public Attacks
    Jan 28 2025

    Lockdown is hard enough without adding death threats to your daily routine. As COVID disrupts the world, Barbara’s life crumbles under the pressure of a failing business, relentless trolling, and personal tragedy. Survival becomes the only priority in a world determined to push her over the edge.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    30 mins
  • Episode 4 - Headlines, Heartbreak, and Isolation
    Jan 28 2025

    When headlines scream “domestic violence charges,” the fallout doesn’t stop at the front page. Barbara’s marriage, career, and mental health collapse under the weight of public humiliation, grief, and relentless judgment. This episode dives into the suffocating isolation of being society’s favourite scandal du jour.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com⁠⁠


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    29 mins
  • Episode 3 - From Trolls to Trouble with the Law
    Jan 28 2025

    What’s more detrimental to your sleep than a newborn? A viral tweet that triggers a media firestorm, perhaps? Ten weeks after giving birth and following a public PTSD breakdown, Barbara faces legal threats from anti-choice activists and a media frenzy begins that will raze her life to the ground. A look at how online trolling turns into real-world ruin in a land that thrives on division.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com⁠⁠


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    29 mins
  • Episode 2 - A Business, a Baby, and a Breakdown
    Jan 28 2025

    Barbara and her husband dive headfirst into entrepreneurship—what could possibly go wrong? An unexpected pregnancy, a near-death experience and dwindling finances, that’s what. This episode lays bare the pressures of building a business and gives a window into the chaos of a family on the brink of disaster.


    Contact the show:

    ⁠⁠helloatkismetcreates@gmail.com⁠⁠


    Follow Barbara Neeson here:

    ⁠⁠www.tiktok.com/@barbaraneeson⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/iambarbara⁠⁠


    Follow Kismet Creates Productions here:

    ⁠⁠www.instagram.com/kismet.creates⁠

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    30 mins