Where Reasons End

A Novel

By: Yiyun Li

Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell

A fearless writer confronts grief and transforms it into art, in an audiobook of surprising beauty and love, "a masterpiece by a master" (Elizabeth McCracken, Vanity Fair).

"Li has converted the messy and devastating stuff of life into a remarkable work of art." (The Wall Street Journal)

Winner of the Pen/Jean Stein Award • Longlisted for the Pen/Faulkner Award • Named one of the 10 Best Fiction Books of the Year by Time and one of the Best Books of the Year by Parul Seghal, The New York Times • NPR • The Guardian • The Paris Review

The narrator of Where Reasons End writes, "I had but one delusion, which I held on to with all my willpower: We once gave Nikolai a life of flesh and blood; and I’m doing it over again, this time by words."

Yiyun Li meets life’s deepest sorrows as she imagines a conversation between a mother and child in a timeless world. Composed in the months after she lost a child to suicide, Where Reasons End trespasses into the space between life and death as mother and child talk, free from old images and narratives. Deeply moving, these conversations portray the love and complexity of a relationship.

Written with originality, precision, and poise, Where Reasons End is suffused with intimacy, inescapable pain, and fierce love.

©2019 Yiyun Li (P)2019 Random House Audio

Critic reviews

"Where Reasons End belongs to a band of books produced in the forge of intense pain; their authors, aristocrats of suffering - think of The Year of Magical Thinking and Blue Nights, Joan Didion’s memoirs of the deaths of her husband and daughter in close succession.... For Li, to apply her own language to suicide means to understand suicide as the most private of decisions, to address it without cheap sentiment or condemnation.... As the title alerts us, this book takes place in a territory beyond reason, in all its connotations - beyond explanation or understanding. The mother does not require them. In the final reckoning, there is nothing she needs from Nikolai other than his company, his ghost; to carry him for a moment more, to keep the story going." (The New York Times)

"This expansive, heartfelt examination of grief in novel form moves through a series of conversations between the mourning mother and her elusive, yet vividly present son. This utterly original novel will move anyone who has experienced loss in any form." (Jan Weissmiller, Forbes)

"Yiyun Li’s gutting novel imagines a conversation between a mother and child, months after the child’s suicide. The prose is ethereal and electric, radiating unthinkable pain and profound love." (BuzzFeed)

A Story of Words that Go Beyond Itself

Yiyun LI masterfully dialogues with her deceased son and the poignancy of their lost relationship takes on a life energy that opens the heart and disavows its conceit-that this is all a mother’s projection in order to spare herself the sense that her son is gone.

The exquisite nature of their rapport, their shared love of language, ideas, music, poetry, baking, knitting all are used to reflect memory, emotion, and experiential immediacy for the reader. While the conversation is sometimes competitive, sometimes humorous, it is always evocative. Yiyun LI needs to live in words and uses these words to resurrect her son. How long can I be a fly on the wall I began to wonder. I didn’t want this book to end like Yiyun LI didn’t want her son to take his life. This book is powerful, beautifully constructed, and completely unnerving.

A Powerful Read

Beautiful writing, fantastic narration. I'm not quite sure how to write a review of a book that comes in the wake of the author's personal tragedy, and I feel even greater pressure to pick the right words (when that is such a significant focus of the book, as well). So despite the fact that the narrator repeatedly expressed her dislike of adjectives, I will say that this was a well written, thought provoking read that I feel certain will stick with me for a long, long time.

Bittersweet sad comfort

I can relate to this story. It gave me some comfort but lots is sorrow.

A fine listen

There’s absolutely nothing wrong with Where Reasons End. Maybe it reads with my profundity but as a listen, it was merely okay. The performance was well done.

Heartbreaking

Very well read audio. Excruciating story, but I feel enriched having witnessed it.

More required words for this review fail me.