That Beast Was Not Me
One Forensic Psychologist, Five Decades of Conversations with Killers
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Eddie Frierson
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AN UP-CLOSE AND PERSONAL LOOKAT THE MURDERING MIND ...
In 1975, after Manson Family member Lynette “Squeaky” Fromme’s attempt to kill President Gerald Ford, the FBI found a cache of letters in the would-be assassin’s Sacramento apartment. The return address belonged to future forensic psychologist Jeffrey Smalldon, then a young undergraduate.
A decade later, after the shocking murders of two co-workers, Smalldon’s quest to understand the twisted minds and motivations of killers became personal in a way it never had been before.
THAT BEAST WAS NOT ME documents five decades of conversations with murderers like John Wayne Gacy, Charles Manson, Ted Bundy, serial sniper Thomas Lee Dillon, and Donald Harvey—then thought to be the most prolific serial killer in American history. Through letters, prison visits, and interviews, Smalldon gives listeners a terrifying look into the darkest recesses of the human psyche.
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2
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The Bronx-born son of a Jewish bootlegger, "Joey the Hit Man" was introduced to crime when he was just eleven years old. For the next thirty years he was a numbers king, scalper, loan shark, enforcer, and drug smuggler. He hijacked trucks, fenced stolen goods, and trafficked in pornography. But Joey really made his name as a Mafia assassin, racking up thirty-eight cold-blooded hits-thirty-five for cash, three for revenge.
By: Joey the Hit Man, and others
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Buried Secrets
- Looking for Frank and Ida
- By: Anne Hanson
- Narrated by: Courtney Patterson
- Length: 10 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 4
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Story4 out of 5 stars 4
WHEN ANNE HANSON'S DAD FIRST ASKED her to investigate the secret past of his parents, little did she know what she was getting into. For two decades, despite all her digging, she failed to unearth even the tiniest speck of evidence that the families of her grandparents, Frank and Ida Hanson, had ever existed. If her quest were a detective novel, its title would have been, "The Case of the Missing Ancestors."
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4 out of 5 stars
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Interesting History
- By Owlchick on 11-19-24
By: Anne Hanson
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The Truth in True Crime Audio Study
- What Investigating Death Teaches Us About the Meaning of Life (Zondervan Reflective Audio Study)
- By: J. Warner Wallace
- Narrated by: J. Wallace
- Length: 3 hrs and 42 mins
- Original Recording
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 2
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In The Truth in True Crime Audio Study, detective J. Warner Wallace explores the clues lying behind our human nature as he uncovers fifteen life truths gleaned from both contemporary murder investigations and ancient biblical wisdom.
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Death Row Welcomes You
- Visiting Hours in the Shadow of the Execution Chamber
- By: Steven Hale
- Narrated by: Tim Fannon
- Length: 9 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 2
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 2
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In 2018, after nearly a decade's hiatus, the state of Tennessee began executing death row inmates, bucking national trends that showed the death penalty in decline. In less than two years, the state put seven men to death. It was an execution spree unlike any seen in Tennessee since the 1940s, only brought to a halt by a global pandemic. Award-winning journalist Steven Hale was the leading reporter on these executions, covering them both locally for the Nashville Scene alt-weekly and nationally for The Appeal.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Deep dive on death penalty in Tennessee
- By Heather Neisen on 08-28-24
By: Steven Hale
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In the Wind
- The Disappearance of Janice Starr
- By: Ron Peterson Jr.
- Narrated by: Kyle Tait
- Length: 8 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 11
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 11
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Story5 out of 5 stars 11
In 1981, detective Kay Schucker was the lead investigator in the high-profile missing persons case of Old Dominion University student Janice Starr. The beautiful co-ed disappeared without a trace from ODU's Norfolk, Virginia campus. Among the only leads was Janice's diary, which included detailed journal entries about her daily activities. As Kay studied the diary—going several years back—she learned that Janice, a US Army veteran, had faced the same challenges in the military that Kay did in law enforcement. They were both women trying to succeed in a man's world.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Great story
- By Viktor on 08-17-24
By: Ron Peterson Jr.
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The Lewiston Shootings
- An All-American Tragedy
- By: Robert Conlin
- Narrated by: Kevin Pierce
- Length: 7 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall2.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Story2.5 out of 5 stars 3
October 25, 2023 was just an ordinary night in Lewiston, a small, working class city of 37,000 in central Maine. Friends and families had gathered to do what they loved to do with the people they wanted to be with at a bowling alley called Just-in-Time Recreation Center and Schemengees, a popular sports bar and restaurant. They felt immune from the violent crime that seemed to wrack the rest of the country in a state that the FBI had just named the safest in America.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Why Now?
- By Jeccaamato on 08-24-24
By: Robert Conlin
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Who Killed Una Lynskey?
- A True Story of Murder, Vigilante Justice and the Garda ‘Heavy Gang’
- By: Mick Clifford
- Narrated by: Ciaran O'Brien
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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In Who Killed Una Lynskey?, award-winning journalist Mick Clifford has built a compelling portrait of the case from interviews with the surviving main players, as well as exclusive access to the files of a private investigator who uncovered information the gardaí missed - or ignored. A timely, humane and compulsive listen, this is a groundbreaking account of the botched investigation and its devastating consequences for not just four devastated families, but also the reputation of the gardaí.
By: Mick Clifford
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The Rent Collectors
- Exploitation, Murder, and Redemption in Immigrant LA
- By: Jesse Katz
- Narrated by: Jesse Katz
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 8
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 8
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 8
Baby-faced teen Giovanni Macedo is desperate to find belonging in one of LA's most predatory gangs, the Columbia Lil Cycos—so desperate that he agrees to kill an undocumented Mexican street vendor. The vendor, Francisco Clemente, had been refusing to give in to the gang's shakedown demands. But Giovanni botches the hit, accidentally killing a newborn instead. The overlords who rule the Lil Cycos from a Supermax prison 1,000 miles away must be placated and Giovanni is lured across the border where, in turn, the gang botches his killing.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Superbly Written and Told by the Author
- By ElMaestroJubilado on 11-11-24
By: Jesse Katz
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A Survivor's Education
- Women, Violence, and the Stories We Don't Tell
- By: Joy Neumeyer
- Narrated by: Joy Neumeyer
- Length: 8 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 1
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 1
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Story4 out of 5 stars 1
Deeply researched, daringly inquisitive, and resonant for our times, A Survivor's Education reveals the entanglement of storytelling, abuse, and power–and how we can balance narrative and evidence in our attempts to determine what “really” happened.
By: Joy Neumeyer
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Unveiling the Truth
- The Critical Role of Forensics in High-Profile Cases
- By: Barrett Williams, ChatGPT ChatGPT
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Unlock the mysteries of forensic science with Unveiling the Truth, your ultimate guide to the captivating world of crime-solving. Dive into the intricate tapestry of forensic disciplines, from the evolution of forensics to high-profile cases that gripped the world. This comprehensive eBook takes you on a riveting journey through the pivotal roles that forensic science plays in modern crime investigation. Explore the fascinating realm of forensic pathology, where the cause of death is meticulously determined, and landmark cases are unveiled by autopsy. Dive deeper into the power of DNA ...
By: Barrett Williams, and others
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Dark Tide
- Growing Up with Ted Bundy
- By: Edna Cowell Martin, Megan Atkinson
- Narrated by: Morgan Hallett
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 19
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 18
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For the first time, Edna Cowell Martin—cousin of Ted Bundy—tells her story of growing up with Ted, living in Seattle during his murderous spree, and learning the horrible truth about the man she thought she knew.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Sounded more like the authors biography
- By Seaurchin468 on 11-06-24
By: Edna Cowell Martin, and others
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Met the End
- Revisiting Dad’s Death, Reclaiming Life. An Investigation of the Past, a Daughter’s Duty to Herself
- By: Holly Brians Ragusa
- Narrated by: Holly Brians Ragusa
- Length: 13 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Met the End, a true-crime survival memoir, explores the life and death of John Powell, first known victim of American serial killer Donald Harvey, through the eyes of Powell’s daughter. Through research, interviews, and introspection, author Holly Brians Ragusa steers into the tragedy of her family’s past, braced for a collision, and finds reclamation.
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Psychological Profiles
- A Comprehensive Guide to the Minds of Offenders
- By: Barrett Williams, ChatGPT ChatGPT
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 5 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Unlock the darkest corners of the human mind with Psychological Profiles, an enthralling exploration into the intricate world of criminal psychology. This eBook delves deep into the psyche of offenders, unraveling the complex motivations and behaviors that drive criminal activity. Whether you're a psychology enthusiast, a true crime aficionado, or someone intrigued by the intersection of law and mental health, this comprehensive guide offers a riveting journey through the minds of criminals. Begin your journey with an introduction to criminal psychology, tracing the fascinating history and ...
By: Barrett Williams, and others
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No Haven
- The Connecticut Mob and the Rise of America's Model City
- By: Paul Bleakley
- Narrated by: Joe Barrett
- Length: 7 hrs and 56 mins
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One of America's most historic and enduring cities, New Haven has wrangled with a perpetual identity struggle, torn between worlds that occasionally converged in chaos and violence. In the 1930s, Connecticut became a region where Mafia families like the Genoveses, Gambinos, Colombos, and Patriarcas shared turf—working together with enough profits to go around or descending into open war to rival that experienced in any major city. Central to this conflict were three men who were, at different times, cautious allies or sworn nemeses.
By: Paul Bleakley
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Never Saw Me Coming
- How I Outsmarted the FBI and the Entire Banking System—and Pocketed $40 Million
- By: Tanya Smith
- Narrated by: Robin Miles
- Length: 12 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 49
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 46
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 46
In Never Saw Me Coming, Tanya Smith shares her deeply personal and remarkable story of how she went from a precocious young girl to a money-grabbing, computer-savvy wiz. It starts out as a keen interest in technology and innocently acquiring phone numbers to Michael Jackson, as well as other celebrities, and moves to her successfully stealing and depositing $5,000 into her grandmother’s banking account. By the time she is 18, the risk taker has confiscated millions in cash.
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5 out of 5 stars
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NEVER give up!!!
- By Lauren on 11-20-24
By: Tanya Smith
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- Jamie
- 08-27-24
it's ok
It's a good book. The author definitely lived an interesting life. I wish there had been more about his findings in psychological evaluations of the criminals.
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Overall1 out of 5 stars
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- stephen curtis
- 08-28-24
Charles manson
Way to much info on charles manson all he did was get stupid kids from the midwest and south to do shit for him, ugh totally ruined the whole book, he’s not interesting at all.
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