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Here and Now
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Narrated by:
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Piper Goodeve
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By:
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Lexi Ryan
About this listen
Lost in Me is the first book in the Here and Now trilogy, a spin-off of the New York Times and USA Today best-selling New Hope series. It is not a stand-alone and is intended to be enjoyed with books two and three, Fall to You and All for This.
The last thing I remember is having drinks at Brady's and trying to avoid eye-contact with my life-long crush - the gorgeous, unattainable Maximilian Hallowell. They tell me that was a year ago, but I have no memories of anything since then. What I do have is this ring on my finger that Max says he gave me, and this much-thinner body I've dreamed of most of my life. Aside from a case of retrograde amnesia, everything seems almost... perfect.
But the deeper I immerse myself into this new world of mine - planning a wedding to a man I don't remember dating, attempting to run a business I don't remember starting - the clearer it becomes that nothing is as it seems. Do I have the life I've always wanted or is it a facade propped up by secrets I don't even know I have?
I need answers before I marry Max, and the only person who seems to have them is the angry, tatted, sexy-as-sin rocker Nate Crane. And Nate wants me for himself.
Lost in Me is not a standalone novel, as the story continues in Here and Now book two, Fall to You.
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A pleasant surprise. And a great cliffhanger.
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Fascinating Plot~ Kept Me Guessing!
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Would you listen to Lost in Me again? Why?
Yes, because it is an amazing story that draws you in from the very first page.What was one of the most memorable moments of Lost in Me?
Trying to figure out what was happening in the story and where Lexi Ryan was taking the story.What does Piper Goodeve bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
She lets me experience the book from a different perspective. You can just listen to the story and you see things in a different way than if you were to just read it.If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?
This book will leave you on the edge of your seat, biting your nails waiting to find out what happens next.Any additional comments?
This is an amazing trilogy. You will love all the characters in this book that you will be sad that it ends.Amazing Love Triangle!!!
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Excellent Story and Excellent Narration
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All i can say is i am already downloading the next book. A must listen!
OMG!!!! Amazing listen
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love it
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Would you listen to Lost in Me again? Why?
Yes, I would listen to LOST IN ME again. I already re-listened to the last 3 chapters again. Those last three chapters are everything I love in an angsty book. Those last chapters were the most shocking. Loved it. Highly recommend!!! Off to listen to book 2.Which scene was your favorite?
My favorite had to be when Hannah shows up at Nate's house.Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
Yes, I wanted to listen to this book in one sitting.Any additional comments?
The narrator did a great job. The voices were different for each character.What a great book
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If you could sum up Lost in Me in three words, what would they be?
Hanna Loves Who?What other book might you compare Lost in Me to and why?
Lexi has a writing style all her own. It translates to well to audio.What does Piper Goodeve bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
I read Lost in Me before listening on Audible. Piper delivers Hanna's story in just the right tone.Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
Hanna and Nate are by the river and she finds out who he is to her for the first time. Nate...sigh...Any additional comments?
I've read all of the books in the Here and Now trilogy. I can't wait to listen to the other two!!Lost in Me is a Must Listen!
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a different story line from the rest
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cute, light, easy, fun read. Silly & funny; loved the characters! I laughed out loud. Just what I needed! cute & funny
Cute Cute Cute
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