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L.E. Harper
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L.E. Harper
About this listen
Fantasy author Kyla knows dreams don't come true.
Isolated and grappling with debilitating depression, she copes by writing about the realm of Solera. Fearless heroes, feisty shapeshifters, and mighty dragons come alive on her pages. She adores her characters, but she doesn’t believe in happy endings. And if she can’t have one, why should they?
Kyla’s on the verge of giving up on everything when she wakes one morning, magically trapped in her fictional world. Now she’s with her most cherished characters: the friends she's always yearned for, the family she's never known. There's even someone who might be Prince Charming (if Kyla could get her act together and manage some honest communication). She’d surrender to the halcyon fantasy, except she knows a nightmarish ending awaits. Solera is at war, and its defenders are losing against the insidious villain spawned in the depths of Kyla’s mind. He feeds on the energy of dreams, seeks the destruction of all who oppose him—and Kyla’s become his number one target.
Kyla must trade her pen for a sword and fight to change her story's ending, but this isn’t a fantasy anymore. No happily-ever-after is guaranteed. And mental illness has robbed her of everything she needs to succeed: love, fighting spirit, hope. If Kyla can’t overcome the darkness inside her, she’ll die with her darlings.
Content Warnings: Depictions of mental illness including depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, and self-harm.
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- Brandi
- 01-27-25
healing fantasy
aim not an emotional person who cries at every book. I can name only three books that ever made my cry. This is one of them. It is so haunting, yet healing at the same time. Nourishing. and heart breaking. I've been there. I've felt like that. and I needed a friendly dragon and guardian Phoenix.
ps. If you get annoyed with Kyla throughout this story... yeah depression really is that annoying.
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