If You're Out There
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
Prime members: New to Audible?Get 2 free audiobooks during trial.
If You're Out There
Buy for $18.89
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
-
Narrated by:
-
Kate Rudd
About this listen
“Funny, engrossing, and one-of-a-kind. If You’re Out There completely swept me away.” (Becky Albertalli, New York Times best-selling author of Leah on the Offbeat)
Part whip-smart suspense tale, part touching story of friendship, this is an extraordinary debut about a determined teen trying to solve a mystery no one else believes in.
After Zan’s best friend moves to California, she is baffled and crushed when Priya suddenly ghosts. Worse, Priya’s social media has turned into a stream of ungrammatical posts chronicling a sunny, vapid new life that doesn’t sound like her at all.
Everyone tells Zan not to be an idiot: Let Priya do her reinvention thing and move on. But until Zan hears Priya say it, she won’t be able to admit that their friendship is finished.
It’s only when she meets Logan, the compelling new guy in Spanish class, that Zan begins to open up about her sadness, her insecurity, her sense of total betrayal. And he’s just as willing as she is to throw himself into the investigation when everyone else thinks her suspicions are crazy.
Then a clue hidden in Priya’s latest selfie introduces a new, deeply disturbing possibility:
Maybe Priya isn’t just not answering Zan’s emails.
Maybe she can’t.
©2019 Katy Loutzenhiser (P)2019 Balzer + BrayListeners also enjoyed...
-
The Girl Least Likely
- By: Katy Loutzenhiser
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall5 out of 5 stars 5
-
Performance5 out of 5 stars 4
-
Story5 out of 5 stars 4
To All the Boys meets The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel (with a dash of Dumplin’) in this funny, romantic, and heartfelt coming-of-age story about a teen stand-up comic learning how to be her truest self, from the author of If You’re Out There.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Fun, funny, smart coming of age
- By TheWanderer on 03-24-22
-
Five Survive
- By: Holly Jackson
- Narrated by: Emma Galvin
- Length: 10 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 668
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 595
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 597
Red Kenny is on a road trip for spring break with five friends: Her best friend - the older brother - his perfect girlfriend - a secret crush - a classmate - and a killer. When their RV breaks down in the middle of nowhere with no cell service, they soon realize this is no accident. They have been trapped by someone out there in the dark, someone who clearly wants one of them dead. With eight hours until dawn, the six friends must escape, or figure out which of them is the target.
-
1 out of 5 stars
-
don't waste your time, read "five total strangers"
- By adolfo suarez on 12-13-22
By: Holly Jackson
-
People Like Us
- By: Dana Mele
- Narrated by: Erin Spencer
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 423
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 378
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 379
Kay Donovan has skeletons in her closet, but who doesn't? The past is the past, and now Kay's a star soccer player whose group of gorgeous, pedigreed friends run their private school with effortless popularity and acerbic wit. But when a girl's body is found in the lake, Kay's carefully constructed life begins to topple. The dead girl has left a memento, a computer-coded scavenger hunt, which, as it unravels, begins to implicate each of Kay's friends, until Kay herself is in the crosshairs of the murder investigation.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Couldn't stop listening
- By Ruthi on 03-01-18
By: Dana Mele
-
Sadie
- A Novel
- By: Courtney Summers
- Narrated by: Rebecca Soler, Fred Berman, Dan Bittner, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 3,541
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3,196
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 3,185
Sadie hasn't had an easy life. Growing up on her own, she's been raising her sister, Mattie, in an isolated small town, trying her best to provide a normal life and keep their heads above water. But when Mattie is found dead, Sadie's entire world crumbles. After a somewhat botched police investigation, Sadie is determined to bring her sister's killer to justice and hits the road following a few meager clues to find him. When West McCray - a radio personality working on a segment about forgotten towns in America - overhears Sadie's story, he becomes obsessed with finding the girl.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Exceptional Storytelling & A New Favorite
- By Vanessa on 10-21-18
By: Courtney Summers
-
Monster
- By: Walter Dean Myers
- Narrated by: full cast
- Length: 2 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,162
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 938
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 943
Sometimes I feel like I have walked into the middle of a movie. Maybe I can make my own movie. The film will be the story of my life. No, not my life, but of this experience. I'll call it what the lady who is the prosecutor called me: Monster.
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
A wonderful book -- weak audio cast
- By Cari on 05-20-11
-
Two Can Keep a Secret
- By: Karen M. McManus
- Narrated by: Sophie Amoss, Kirby Heyborne
- Length: 10 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,796
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,586
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,579
Echo Ridge is small-town America. Ellery's never been there, but she's heard all about it. Her aunt went missing there at age 17. And only five years ago, a homecoming queen put the town on the map when she was killed. Now, Ellery has to move there to live with a grandmother she barely knows. The town is picture-perfect, but it's hiding secrets. And before school even begins for Ellery, someone has declared open season on homecoming, promising to make it as dangerous as it was five years ago. Then, almost as if to prove it, another girl goes missing.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Couldn’t stop listening
- By James ODonnell on 01-09-19
By: Karen M. McManus
-
The Girl Least Likely
- By: Katy Loutzenhiser
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 10 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall5 out of 5 stars 5
-
Performance5 out of 5 stars 4
-
Story5 out of 5 stars 4
To All the Boys meets The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel (with a dash of Dumplin’) in this funny, romantic, and heartfelt coming-of-age story about a teen stand-up comic learning how to be her truest self, from the author of If You’re Out There.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Fun, funny, smart coming of age
- By TheWanderer on 03-24-22
-
Five Survive
- By: Holly Jackson
- Narrated by: Emma Galvin
- Length: 10 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 668
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 595
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 597
Red Kenny is on a road trip for spring break with five friends: Her best friend - the older brother - his perfect girlfriend - a secret crush - a classmate - and a killer. When their RV breaks down in the middle of nowhere with no cell service, they soon realize this is no accident. They have been trapped by someone out there in the dark, someone who clearly wants one of them dead. With eight hours until dawn, the six friends must escape, or figure out which of them is the target.
-
1 out of 5 stars
-
don't waste your time, read "five total strangers"
- By adolfo suarez on 12-13-22
By: Holly Jackson
-
People Like Us
- By: Dana Mele
- Narrated by: Erin Spencer
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 423
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 378
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 379
Kay Donovan has skeletons in her closet, but who doesn't? The past is the past, and now Kay's a star soccer player whose group of gorgeous, pedigreed friends run their private school with effortless popularity and acerbic wit. But when a girl's body is found in the lake, Kay's carefully constructed life begins to topple. The dead girl has left a memento, a computer-coded scavenger hunt, which, as it unravels, begins to implicate each of Kay's friends, until Kay herself is in the crosshairs of the murder investigation.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Couldn't stop listening
- By Ruthi on 03-01-18
By: Dana Mele
-
Sadie
- A Novel
- By: Courtney Summers
- Narrated by: Rebecca Soler, Fred Berman, Dan Bittner, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 3,541
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3,196
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 3,185
Sadie hasn't had an easy life. Growing up on her own, she's been raising her sister, Mattie, in an isolated small town, trying her best to provide a normal life and keep their heads above water. But when Mattie is found dead, Sadie's entire world crumbles. After a somewhat botched police investigation, Sadie is determined to bring her sister's killer to justice and hits the road following a few meager clues to find him. When West McCray - a radio personality working on a segment about forgotten towns in America - overhears Sadie's story, he becomes obsessed with finding the girl.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Exceptional Storytelling & A New Favorite
- By Vanessa on 10-21-18
By: Courtney Summers
-
Monster
- By: Walter Dean Myers
- Narrated by: full cast
- Length: 2 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,162
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 938
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 943
Sometimes I feel like I have walked into the middle of a movie. Maybe I can make my own movie. The film will be the story of my life. No, not my life, but of this experience. I'll call it what the lady who is the prosecutor called me: Monster.
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
A wonderful book -- weak audio cast
- By Cari on 05-20-11
-
Two Can Keep a Secret
- By: Karen M. McManus
- Narrated by: Sophie Amoss, Kirby Heyborne
- Length: 10 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,796
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,586
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,579
Echo Ridge is small-town America. Ellery's never been there, but she's heard all about it. Her aunt went missing there at age 17. And only five years ago, a homecoming queen put the town on the map when she was killed. Now, Ellery has to move there to live with a grandmother she barely knows. The town is picture-perfect, but it's hiding secrets. And before school even begins for Ellery, someone has declared open season on homecoming, promising to make it as dangerous as it was five years ago. Then, almost as if to prove it, another girl goes missing.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Couldn’t stop listening
- By James ODonnell on 01-09-19
By: Karen M. McManus
-
Truly Devious
- A Mystery
- By: Maureen Johnson
- Narrated by: Kate Rudd
- Length: 10 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 2,050
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,822
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 1,816
Ellingham Academy is a famous private school in Vermont for the brightest thinkers, inventors, and artists. It was founded by Albert Ellingham, an early 20th century tycoon, who wanted to make a wonderful place full of riddles, twisting pathways, and gardens. "A place", he said, "where learning is a game." Shortly after the school opened, his wife and daughter were kidnapped. The only real clue was a mocking riddle listing methods of murder, signed with the frightening pseudonym "Truly, Devious".
-
4 out of 5 stars
-
I enjoyed it, but I’m pissed about the ending
- By Laura on 04-08-19
By: Maureen Johnson
-
The Spanish Love Deception
- A Novel
- By: Elena Armas
- Narrated by: Scarlette Hayes
- Length: 14 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,172
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,902
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 1,897
Catalina Martín desperately needs a date to her sister’s wedding. Especially since her little white lie about her American boyfriend has spiraled out of control. Now everyone she knows—including her ex and his fiancée—will be there and eager to meet him. She only has four weeks to find someone willing to cross the Atlantic and aid in her deception. New York to Spain is no short flight and her raucous family won’t be easy to fool. Enter Aaron Blackford—her tall, handsome, condescending colleague—who surprisingly offers to step in.
-
1 out of 5 stars
-
I'm convinced the TikTok hype was sponsored.
- By Amazon Customer on 12-15-21
By: Elena Armas
-
The Accidentals
- By: Sarina Bowen
- Narrated by: Kate Rudd
- Length: 9 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 167
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 151
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 148
I’ve been listening to my father sing for my whole life. I carry him in my pocket on my MP3 player. It’s just that we’ve never met face to face. My mother would never tell me how I came to be, or why my rock star father and I have never met. I thought it was her only secret. I was wrong. When she dies, he finally appears. Suddenly I have a first-class ticket into my father’s exclusive world. A world I don’t want any part of - not at this cost. Only three things keep me going: my a cappella singing group, a swoony blue-eyed boy named Jake, and the burning questions in my soul.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
🌟🌟 5 Stars 🌟🌟
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 07-14-18
By: Sarina Bowen
-
Pretty Little Liars #1
- By: Sara Shepard
- Narrated by: Cassandra Morris
- Length: 7 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 1,095
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 863
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 867
Spencer covets her sister's boyfriend. Aria's fantasizing about her English teacher. Emily's crushing on the new girl at school. And Hanna uses some ugly tricks to stay beautiful. But they've all kept an even bigger secret since their friend Alison vanished.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
If you love the Show, You will Love the Book
- By Ashley on 12-29-10
By: Sara Shepard
-
Dumplin'
- By: Julie Murphy
- Narrated by: Eileen Stevens
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,790
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,629
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,633
Dubbed "Dumplin'" by her former beauty queen mom, Willowdean has always been at home in her own skin. Her thoughts on having the ultimate bikini body? Put a bikini on your body. With her all-American-beauty best friend, Ellen, by her side, things have always worked...until Will takes a job at Harpy's, the local fast-food joint. There she meets Private School Bo, a hot former jock. Will isn't surprised to find herself attracted to Bo. But she is surprised when he seems to like her back.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Enjoyable heartwarming story
- By Jenjer on 08-26-16
By: Julie Murphy
-
Greetings from Witness Protection!
- By: Jake Burt
- Narrated by: Tara Sands, Danny Campbell, Arthur Morey, and others
- Length: 9 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall5 out of 5 stars 267
-
Performance5 out of 5 stars 229
-
Story5 out of 5 stars 231
The marshals are looking for the perfect girl to join a mother, father, and son on the run from the nation's most notorious criminals. After all, the bad guys are searching for a family with one kid, not two, and adding a streetwise girl who knows a little something about hiding things may be just what the marshals need. Nicki swears she can keep the Trevor family safe, but to do so she'll have to dodge hit men, cyberbullies, and the specter of standardized testing, all while maintaining her marshal-mandated B-minus average.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
A new begging
- By Anonymous User on 09-04-18
By: Jake Burt
-
My Favorite Half-Night Stand
- By: Christina Lauren
- Narrated by: Shayna Thibodeaux, Deacon Lee
- Length: 7 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,299
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,168
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,160
With a world-famous speaker at their university, Millie Morris and her four woefully single male colleagues make a pact that they’ll all find dates. Unfortunately, Millie has more success helping them make matches online than she does navigating the onslaught of lewd pics in her own feed. But when she creates a fictional name for a new account, Millie finds herself vying for the online attention of a man she sees every day in the flesh.
-
4 out of 5 stars
-
Female narrator was not great
- By R. Cornelius on 12-17-18
By: Christina Lauren
-
Somebody That I Used to Know
- A Novel
- By: Dana L. Davis
- Narrated by: Kimberly Woods
- Length: 10 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall5 out of 5 stars 31
-
Performance5 out of 5 stars 31
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 31
Dylan Woods hasn’t seen her best friend, Langston, in years. After he moved to Los Angeles, he ghosted her. Then he became Legendary, the biggest teen R&B artist on the planet. For the most part, Dylan has moved on, with her sights set on Juilliard. But when her parents announce that Langston is coming for a short stay with them, the entire family is thrilled. Except for Dylan. The idea of sharing a house with music’s biggest bad boy makes her stomach churn.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Great read!!!!
- By D on 04-19-23
By: Dana L. Davis
-
The Many Half-Lived Lives of Sam Sylvester
- By: Maya MacGregor
- Narrated by: Allegra Verlezza
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall5 out of 5 stars 30
-
Performance5 out of 5 stars 25
-
Story5 out of 5 stars 25
In this queer contemporary YA mystery, a nonbinary autistic teen realizes they must not only solve a 30-year-old mystery but also face the demons lurking in their past in order to live a satisfying life.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Love this story
- By Dylan on 11-08-23
By: Maya MacGregor
-
Revived
- By: Cat Patrick
- Narrated by: Tara Sands
- Length: 8 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 37
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 35
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 34
It started with a bus crash. Daisy was a little girl when it happened, and she barely remembers the accident or being brought back to life. At that moment, though, she became one of the first subjects in a covert government program that tests a drug called Revive. Now fifteen, Daisy has died and been Revived five times. Each death means a new name, a new city, and a new identity. The only constant in Daisy’s life is change. Then she meets Matt and Audrey, charismatic siblings who quickly become her first real friends....
-
4 out of 5 stars
-
Why are you making me beg for more???
- By The Gabbards on 05-09-12
By: Cat Patrick
-
She Gets the Girl
- By: Rachael Lippincott, Alyson Derrick
- Narrated by: Natalie Naudus, Valentina Ortiz
- Length: 8 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 486
-
Performance5 out of 5 stars 423
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 423
Alex Blackwood is a little bit headstrong, with a dash of chaos and a whole lot of flirt. She knows how to get the girl. Keeping her on the other hand…not so much. Molly Parker has everything in her life totally in control, except for her complete awkwardness with just about anyone besides her mom. She knows she’s in love with the impossibly cool Cora Myers. She just…hasn’t actually talked to her yet.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Crushes & Self Awareness
- By Anonymous User on 04-06-22
By: Rachael Lippincott, and others
-
The Perfectionists
- By: Sara Shepard
- Narrated by: Cassandra Morris
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 174
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 151
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 151
Musical genius Mackenzie is desperate to get into Juilliard, even if it means playing a duet with her best friend's boyfriend. Beautiful Ava isn't above using her assets to get an A. Athletic Caitlin is one goal away from a soccer scholarship - if she can call a time-out on her relationship drama. Popular Julie has it all - literally, thanks to her hoarder mom - and will do anything to keep her family's secret. And former It Girl Parker is experimenting with her wild side.
-
4 out of 5 stars
-
Very Good
- By Hayley on 10-19-15
By: Sara Shepard
Related to this topic
-
The Start of Me and You
- By: Emery Lord
- Narrated by: Angela Goethals
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 36
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 31
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 31
It's been a year since it happened - when Paige Hancock's first boyfriend died in an accident. After shutting out the world for two years, Paige is finally ready for a second chance at high school...and she has a plan. First: Get her old crush, Ryan Chase, to date her - the perfect way to convince everyone she's back to normal. Next: Join a club. But when Ryan's sweet, nerdy cousin, Max, moves to town and recruits Paige for the Quiz Bowl team, her perfect plan is thrown for a serious loop.
-
2 out of 5 stars
-
Better for MG readers
- By Pink Amy on 06-21-24
By: Emery Lord
-
Ramona Blue
- By: Julie Murphy
- Narrated by: Therese Plummer
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 128
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 115
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 115
Ramona was only five years old when Hurricane Katrina changed her life forever. Since then it's been Ramona and her family against the world. Standing over six feet tall, with unmistakable blue hair, Ramona is sure of three things: She likes girls, she's fiercely devoted to her family, and she knows she's destined for something bigger than the trailer she calls home in Eulogy, Mississippi. But juggling multiple jobs, her flaky mom, and her well-meaning but ineffectual dad forces her to be the adult of the family.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Where was this book ten years ago?
- By S. F. Wilson on 05-08-18
By: Julie Murphy
-
The Last to Let Go
- By: Amber Smith
- Narrated by: Stephanie Einstein
- Length: 10 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 74
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 66
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 66
How do you let go of something you've never had? Junior year for Brooke Winters is supposed to be about change. She's transferring schools, starting fresh, and making plans for college so she can finally leave her hometown, her family, and her past behind. But all of her dreams are shattered one hot summer afternoon when her mother is arrested for killing Brooke's abusive father. No one really knows what happened that day, if it was premeditated or self-defense, whether it was right or wrong. And now Brooke and her siblings are on their own.
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
It's slow
- By Autumn S. on 09-05-18
By: Amber Smith
-
The Hollow
- The Hollow Trilogy, Book 1
- By: Jessica Verday
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 11 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 178
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 141
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 141
When Abbey’s best friend, Kristen, vanishes at the bridge near Sleepy Hollow Cemetery, everyone else is all too quick to accept that Kristen is dead, and rumors fly that her death was no accident. Abbey goes through the motions of mourning her best friend, but privately, she refuses to believe that Kristen is really gone. Then she meets Caspian, the gorgeous and mysterious boy who shows up out of nowhere at Kristen’s funeral, and who keeps reappearing in Abbey’s life. Caspian clearly has secrets of his own, but he’s the only person who makes Abbey feel normal again.
-
2 out of 5 stars
-
Slow
- By Messerschmidt on 09-08-11
By: Jessica Verday
-
Bad Girls Don't Die
- Bad Girls Don't Die Series, Book 1
- By: Katie Alender
- Narrated by: Johanna Parker
- Length: 7 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 115
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 103
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 103
When Alexis's little sister Kasey becomes obsessed with an antique doll, Alexis thinks she is just being her usual weird self. Things get weirder, though, when their house starts changing. Doors open and close by themselves; water boils on the unlit stove; and an unplugged air conditioner blasts cold air.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Great for Halloween
- By The Owl on 10-03-18
By: Katie Alender
-
Side Effects May Vary
- By: Julie Murphy
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell, Kirby Heyborne
- Length: 9 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 94
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 84
-
Story3.5 out of 5 stars 85
When 16-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs - however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, who she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that's as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her archnemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger).
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
Listening Experiences May Vary
- By The Reading Date on 05-18-14
By: Julie Murphy
-
The Start of Me and You
- By: Emery Lord
- Narrated by: Angela Goethals
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 36
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 31
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 31
It's been a year since it happened - when Paige Hancock's first boyfriend died in an accident. After shutting out the world for two years, Paige is finally ready for a second chance at high school...and she has a plan. First: Get her old crush, Ryan Chase, to date her - the perfect way to convince everyone she's back to normal. Next: Join a club. But when Ryan's sweet, nerdy cousin, Max, moves to town and recruits Paige for the Quiz Bowl team, her perfect plan is thrown for a serious loop.
-
2 out of 5 stars
-
Better for MG readers
- By Pink Amy on 06-21-24
By: Emery Lord
-
Ramona Blue
- By: Julie Murphy
- Narrated by: Therese Plummer
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 128
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 115
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 115
Ramona was only five years old when Hurricane Katrina changed her life forever. Since then it's been Ramona and her family against the world. Standing over six feet tall, with unmistakable blue hair, Ramona is sure of three things: She likes girls, she's fiercely devoted to her family, and she knows she's destined for something bigger than the trailer she calls home in Eulogy, Mississippi. But juggling multiple jobs, her flaky mom, and her well-meaning but ineffectual dad forces her to be the adult of the family.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Where was this book ten years ago?
- By S. F. Wilson on 05-08-18
By: Julie Murphy
-
The Last to Let Go
- By: Amber Smith
- Narrated by: Stephanie Einstein
- Length: 10 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 74
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 66
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 66
How do you let go of something you've never had? Junior year for Brooke Winters is supposed to be about change. She's transferring schools, starting fresh, and making plans for college so she can finally leave her hometown, her family, and her past behind. But all of her dreams are shattered one hot summer afternoon when her mother is arrested for killing Brooke's abusive father. No one really knows what happened that day, if it was premeditated or self-defense, whether it was right or wrong. And now Brooke and her siblings are on their own.
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
It's slow
- By Autumn S. on 09-05-18
By: Amber Smith
-
The Hollow
- The Hollow Trilogy, Book 1
- By: Jessica Verday
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell
- Length: 11 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 178
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 141
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 141
When Abbey’s best friend, Kristen, vanishes at the bridge near Sleepy Hollow Cemetery, everyone else is all too quick to accept that Kristen is dead, and rumors fly that her death was no accident. Abbey goes through the motions of mourning her best friend, but privately, she refuses to believe that Kristen is really gone. Then she meets Caspian, the gorgeous and mysterious boy who shows up out of nowhere at Kristen’s funeral, and who keeps reappearing in Abbey’s life. Caspian clearly has secrets of his own, but he’s the only person who makes Abbey feel normal again.
-
2 out of 5 stars
-
Slow
- By Messerschmidt on 09-08-11
By: Jessica Verday
-
Bad Girls Don't Die
- Bad Girls Don't Die Series, Book 1
- By: Katie Alender
- Narrated by: Johanna Parker
- Length: 7 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 115
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 103
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 103
When Alexis's little sister Kasey becomes obsessed with an antique doll, Alexis thinks she is just being her usual weird self. Things get weirder, though, when their house starts changing. Doors open and close by themselves; water boils on the unlit stove; and an unplugged air conditioner blasts cold air.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Great for Halloween
- By The Owl on 10-03-18
By: Katie Alender
-
Side Effects May Vary
- By: Julie Murphy
- Narrated by: Cassandra Campbell, Kirby Heyborne
- Length: 9 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 94
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 84
-
Story3.5 out of 5 stars 85
When 16-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs - however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, who she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that's as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her archnemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger).
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
Listening Experiences May Vary
- By The Reading Date on 05-18-14
By: Julie Murphy
-
My Life Next Door
- By: Huntley Fitzpatrick
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 10 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 365
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 334
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 332
The Garretts are everything the Reeds are not: loud, numerous, messy, affectionate. And every day from her balcony perch, 17-year-old Samantha Reed wishes she was one of them...until one summer evening, Jase Garrett climbs her terrace and changes everything. As the two fall fiercely in love, Jase's family makes Samantha one of their own. Then in an instant, the bottom drops out of her world and she is suddenly faced with an impossible decision. Which perfect family will save her? Or is it time she saved herself?
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
A well written coming of age book
- By Ezinwanyi on 10-23-15
-
A List of Cages
- By: Robin Roe
- Narrated by: Graham Halstead, Christopher Gebauer
- Length: 8 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 261
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 234
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 234
When Adam Blake lands the best elective ever in his senior year, serving as an aide to the school psychologist, he thinks he's got it made. Sure, it means a lot of sitting around, which isn't easy for a guy with ADHD, but he can't complain, since he gets to spend the period texting all his friends. Then the doctor asks him to track down the troubled freshman who keeps dodging her, and Adam discovers that the boy is Julian - the foster brother he hasn't seen in five years.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Heart wrenching!
- By Heather Shaver on 02-28-18
By: Robin Roe
-
Made You Up
- By: Francesca Zappia
- Narrated by: Amanda Ronconi
- Length: 9 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 206
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 180
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 181
Reality, it turns out, is often not what you perceive it to be - sometimes, there really is someone out to get you. For fans of Silver Linings Playbook and Liar, this thought-provoking debut tells the story of Alex, a high school senior - and the ultimate unreliable narrator - unable to tell the difference between real life and delusion. Alex fights a daily battle to figure out what is real and what is not.
-
1 out of 5 stars
-
A DISGRACE TO AUTHORS AND MENTAL HEALTH EVERYWHERE
- By Amazon Customer on 06-27-18
By: Francesca Zappia
-
My Heart and Other Black Holes
- By: Jasmine Warga
- Narrated by: Rebecca Lowman
- Length: 8 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 417
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 383
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 386
Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Depressingly Delightful
- By FanB14 on 06-20-15
By: Jasmine Warga
-
Hellhole
- By: Gina Damico
- Narrated by: Macleod Andrews
- Length: 9 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 556
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 516
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 518
There was a time when geeky, squeaky-clean Max Kilgore would never lie or steal or even think about murder. Then he accidentally unearths a devil, and Max's choices are no longer his own. The big red guy has a penchant for couch surfing and junk food - and you should never underestimate evil on a sugar high.
-
4 out of 5 stars
-
What you would expect from Gina Damico
- By Midwestbonsai on 03-03-15
By: Gina Damico
-
Let's Talk About Love
- By: Claire Kann
- Narrated by: Adenrele Ojo
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 158
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 146
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 146
Alice had her whole summer planned. Nonstop all-you-can-eat buffets while marathoning her favorite TV shows (best friends totally included) with the smallest dash of adulting - working at the library to pay her share of the rent. The only thing missing from her perfect plan? Her girlfriend (who ended things when Alice confessed she's asexual). Alice is done with dating - no thank you, do not pass go, stick a fork in her, done. But then Alice meets Takumi and she can't stop thinking about him or the rom com-grade romance feels she did not ask for.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
good ya/na story
- By AudioBookHoe on 07-19-18
By: Claire Kann
-
The Never Never Sisters
- By: L. Alison Heller
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan
- Length: 9 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 68
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 63
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 61
Marriage counselor Paige Reinhardt is counting down the days to summer, eager to reconnect with her workaholic husband at their cozy rental cottage in the Hamptons. But soon a mysterious crisis at Dave's work ruins their getaway plans. Paige is still figuring out how to handle the unexplained chill in her marriage when her troubled sister suddenly returns after a two-decade silence. Now, instead of enjoying the lazy summer days along the ocean, Paige is navigating the rocky waters of a forgotten bond with her sister in the sweltering city heat.
-
3 out of 5 stars
-
Julia Whelan makes it worth the credit.
- By Ellen Zelda on 09-15-15
By: L. Alison Heller
-
Purple Hearts
- A Novel
- By: Tess Wakefield
- Narrated by: Kyle Mason, Shayna Thibodeaux
- Length: 10 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 264
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 235
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 234
Cassie Salazar and Luke Morrow couldn't be more different. Sharp-witted Cassie works nights at a bar in Austin, Texas, to make ends meet while pursuing her dream of becoming a singer/songwriter. Luke is an army trainee, about to ship out for duty, who finds comfort in the unswerving discipline of service. But a chance encounter at Cassie's bar changes the course of both their lives.
-
4 out of 5 stars
-
RATING PURPLE HEARTS BOOK VS PURPLE HEARTS MOVIE
- By Rozzy on 02-05-23
By: Tess Wakefield
-
Everneath
- By: Brodi Ashton
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 9 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 365
-
Performance4 out of 5 stars 330
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 333
Last spring, Nikki Beckett vanished, sucked into an underworld known as the Everneath. Now she’s returned - to her old life, her family, her boyfriend - before she’s banished back to the underworld... this time forever. She has six months before the Everneath comes to claim her, six months for good-byes she can’t find the words for, six months to find redemption, if it exists. Nikki longs to spend these precious months forgetting the Everneath and trying to reconnect with her boyfriend, Jack, the person most devastated by her disappearance - and the one person she loves more than anything.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
A Hauntingly Beautiful Debut
- By Kale on 03-21-12
By: Brodi Ashton
-
The Last Time We Say Goodbye
- By: Cynthia Hand
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 515
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 464
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 467
The last time Lex was happy, it was before. When she had a family that was whole. A boyfriend she loved. Friends who didn't look at her like she might break down at any moment. Now she's just the girl whose brother killed himself. And it feels like that's all she'll ever be. As Lex starts to put her life back together, she tries to block out what happened the night Tyler died. But there's a secret she hasn't told anyone--a text Tyler sent that could have changed everything.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
Such sweet sorrow
- By Lesaly on 04-26-15
By: Cynthia Hand
-
The Way You Make Me Feel
- By: Maurene Goo
- Narrated by: Emily Woo Zeller
- Length: 8 hrs and 4 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4 out of 5 stars 56
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 51
-
Story4.5 out of 5 stars 49
Clara Shin lives for pranks and disruption. When she takes one joke too far, her dad sentences her to a summer working on his food truck, the KoBra, alongside her uptight classmate Rose Carver. Not the carefree summer Clara had imagined. But maybe Rose isn't so bad. Maybe the boy named Hamlet (yes, Hamlet) crushing on her is pretty cute. Maybe Clara actually feels invested in her dad's business. What if taking this summer seriously means Clara has to leave her old self behind?
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
The summer I stopped being “chill”
- By dataman1945 on 07-11-24
By: Maurene Goo
-
Starworld
- By: Audrey Coulthurst, Paula Garner
- Narrated by: Brittany Pressley, Emma Galvin
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 55
-
Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 49
-
Story4 out of 5 stars 49
Sam Jones and Zoe Miller have one thing in common: they both want an escape from reality. Loner Sam flies under the radar at school and walks on eggshells at home to manage her mom’s obsessive-compulsive disorder, wondering how she can ever leave to pursue her dream of studying aerospace engineering. Popular, people-pleasing Zoe puts up walls so no one can see her true self: the girl who was abandoned as an infant, whose adoptive mother has cancer, and whose disabled brother is being sent away to live in a facility.
-
5 out of 5 stars
-
lovely story
- By Chess on 11-05-19
By: Audrey Coulthurst, and others