I Cannot Control Everything Forever
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Emily C. Bloom
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Emily C. Bloom
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This is Emily Bloom’s journey towards and through motherhood, a path that has become, for the average woman, laden with data and medical technology. Emily faces decisions regarding genetic testing and diagnosis, technologies that offer the illusion of certainty but carry the weight of hard decisions. Her desire to know more thrusts her back into the history of science, as she traces the discoveries that impacted the modern state of pregnancy and motherhood. With the birth of their daughter, who is diagnosed with congenital deafness and later, Type 1 diabetes, Emily and her husband find their life centered around medical data, devices, and doctor’s visits, but also made richer and fuller by parenting an exceptional child.
As Emily learns, technology and data do not reduce the labor of caretaking. These things often fall, as the pandemic starkly revealed, on mothers. Trying to find a way out of the loneliness and individualism of 21st century parenthood, Emily finds joy in reaching outwards, towards art and literature–such as the maternal messiness of Louise Bourgeois or Greek myths about the power of fate—as well as the collective sustenance of friends and community. With lyrical and enchanting prose, I Cannot Control Everything Forever is an inspired meditation on art, science, and motherhood.
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Hard to finish
- By Grace O'Malley on 07-07-24
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The Face Laughs While the Brain Cries
- The Education of a Doctor
- By: Stephen L. Hauser M.D.
- Narrated by: Stephen L. Hauser M.D.
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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A doctor’s powerful and deeply human memoir about the mysteries of the brain and his 40-year quest to find a treatment for multiple sclerosis.
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His drug has not cured MS
- By L. Berendson on 08-29-23
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Don't Say a Thing
- A Predator, a Pursuit, and the Women Who Persevered
- By: Tamara Leitner
- Narrated by: Tamara Leitner
- Length: 13 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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In April 1999, reporter Tamara Leitner woke to an active crime scene outside her Arizona apartment. Her neighbor had been sexually assaulted by a man who would later be identified as Claude Dean Hull II, a serial rapist who escaped justice for decades. New identities. New states. New victims—more than one hundred suspected across the country and thousands more victimized in myriad ways. Tamara’s twenty-year compulsion to follow the investigation began.
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Enunciation Errors
- By Susan on 06-14-23
By: Tamara Leitner
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If You Can't Take the Heat
- Tales of Food, Feminism, and Fury
- By: Geraldine DeRuiter
- Narrated by: Geraldine DeRuiter
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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When celebrity chef Mario Batali sent out an apology letter for the sexual harassment allegations made against him, he had the gall to include a recipe—for cinnamon rolls, of all things. Geraldine DeRuiter decided to make the recipe, and she happened to make food journalism history along with it. Her subsequent essay, with its scathing commentary about the pervasiveness of misogyny in the food world, would be read millions of times. In If You Can’t Take the Heat, DeRuiter shares stories about her shockingly true, painfully funny (and sometimes just painful) adventures in gastronomy.
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Kind of tedious
- By A. B. on 03-26-24
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Why We Need to Be Wild
- One Woman's Quest for Ancient Human Answers to 21st Century Problems
- By: Jessica Carew Kraft
- Narrated by: Jessica Carew Kraft
- Length: 9 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Jessica Carew Kraft, an urban wife and mom of two, was rooted in the modern world, complete with a high-powered career in tech and the sneaking suspicion that her lifestyle was preventing her and her family from truly thriving. Determined to find a better way, Jessica quit her job and set out to learn about "rewilding" from people who reject the comforts and convenience of civilization by using ancient tools and skills to survive. Along the way, she found an entire community walking the path back from our technology-focused, anxiety-ridden way of life to a simpler, more human experience.
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I loved this book!
- By Claudia Santos on 10-03-23
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Outofshapeworthlessloser
- A Memoir of Figure Skating, F*cking Up, and Figuring It Out
- By: Gracie Gold
- Narrated by: Gracie Gold
- Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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When Gracie Gold stepped onto center stage (or ice, rather) as America’s sweetheart at the 2014 Sochi Olympics, she instantly became the face of America’s most beloved winter sport. Beautiful, blonde, Midwestern, and media-trained, she was suddenly being written up everywhere from The New Yorker to Teen Vogue to People and baking cookies with Taylor Swift.
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Interesting, yes. Highly unrelatable, also yes.
- By aj on 09-10-24
By: Gracie Gold
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Rabbit Heart
- A Mother's Murder, a Daughter's Story
- By: Kristine S. Ervin
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 10 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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For readers of My Dark Places and I'll Be Gone in the Dark, a beautiful, brutal memoir documenting one woman’s search for identity alongside her family's decades-long quest to identify the two men who abducted—and murdered—her mother.
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Hard to finish
- By Grace O'Malley on 07-07-24
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The Face Laughs While the Brain Cries
- The Education of a Doctor
- By: Stephen L. Hauser M.D.
- Narrated by: Stephen L. Hauser M.D.
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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A doctor’s powerful and deeply human memoir about the mysteries of the brain and his 40-year quest to find a treatment for multiple sclerosis.
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His drug has not cured MS
- By L. Berendson on 08-29-23
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Don't Say a Thing
- A Predator, a Pursuit, and the Women Who Persevered
- By: Tamara Leitner
- Narrated by: Tamara Leitner
- Length: 13 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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In April 1999, reporter Tamara Leitner woke to an active crime scene outside her Arizona apartment. Her neighbor had been sexually assaulted by a man who would later be identified as Claude Dean Hull II, a serial rapist who escaped justice for decades. New identities. New states. New victims—more than one hundred suspected across the country and thousands more victimized in myriad ways. Tamara’s twenty-year compulsion to follow the investigation began.
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Enunciation Errors
- By Susan on 06-14-23
By: Tamara Leitner
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If You Can't Take the Heat
- Tales of Food, Feminism, and Fury
- By: Geraldine DeRuiter
- Narrated by: Geraldine DeRuiter
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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When celebrity chef Mario Batali sent out an apology letter for the sexual harassment allegations made against him, he had the gall to include a recipe—for cinnamon rolls, of all things. Geraldine DeRuiter decided to make the recipe, and she happened to make food journalism history along with it. Her subsequent essay, with its scathing commentary about the pervasiveness of misogyny in the food world, would be read millions of times. In If You Can’t Take the Heat, DeRuiter shares stories about her shockingly true, painfully funny (and sometimes just painful) adventures in gastronomy.
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Kind of tedious
- By A. B. on 03-26-24
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Why We Need to Be Wild
- One Woman's Quest for Ancient Human Answers to 21st Century Problems
- By: Jessica Carew Kraft
- Narrated by: Jessica Carew Kraft
- Length: 9 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Jessica Carew Kraft, an urban wife and mom of two, was rooted in the modern world, complete with a high-powered career in tech and the sneaking suspicion that her lifestyle was preventing her and her family from truly thriving. Determined to find a better way, Jessica quit her job and set out to learn about "rewilding" from people who reject the comforts and convenience of civilization by using ancient tools and skills to survive. Along the way, she found an entire community walking the path back from our technology-focused, anxiety-ridden way of life to a simpler, more human experience.
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I loved this book!
- By Claudia Santos on 10-03-23
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Outofshapeworthlessloser
- A Memoir of Figure Skating, F*cking Up, and Figuring It Out
- By: Gracie Gold
- Narrated by: Gracie Gold
- Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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When Gracie Gold stepped onto center stage (or ice, rather) as America’s sweetheart at the 2014 Sochi Olympics, she instantly became the face of America’s most beloved winter sport. Beautiful, blonde, Midwestern, and media-trained, she was suddenly being written up everywhere from The New Yorker to Teen Vogue to People and baking cookies with Taylor Swift.
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Interesting, yes. Highly unrelatable, also yes.
- By aj on 09-10-24
By: Gracie Gold
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We Loved It All
- A Memory of Life
- By: Lydia Millet
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 7 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Acclaimed novelist Lydia Millet’s first work of nonfiction is a genre-defying tour de force that makes an impassioned argument for people to see their emotional and spiritual lives as infinitely dependent on the lives of nonhuman beings.
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Grief, hope, and love
- By M. McGregor on 11-29-24
By: Lydia Millet
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Women Money Power
- The Rise and Fall of Economic Equality
- By: Josie Cox
- Narrated by: Josie Cox
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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In Women Money Power, business journalist Josie Cox tells the story of women’s fight for freedom and economic equality. This is an inspirational account of brave pioneers who took on social mores and the law, including the “Rosies,” who filled industrial jobs and helped win World War II, the heiress whose fortune helped create the birth control pill, the brassy banker who broke into the boys’ club of the New York Stock Exchange, and the namesake of landmark equal-pay legislation who refused to accept discrimination.
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Great reporting
- By Tyler on 03-28-24
By: Josie Cox
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A Living Remedy
- A Memoir
- By: Nicole Chung
- Narrated by: Jennifer Kim
- Length: 5 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
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Nicole Chung couldn’t hightail it out of her overwhelmingly white Oregon hometown fast enough. As a scholarship student at a private university on the East Coast, no longer the only Korean she knew, she found community and a path to the life she'd long wanted. But the middle class world she begins to raise a family in–where there are big homes, college funds, nice vacations–looks very different from the middle class world she thought she grew up in, where paychecks have to stretch to the end of the week, health insurance is often lacking, and there are no safety nets.
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Beautiful and heartfelt
- By Sandra on 04-23-23
By: Nicole Chung
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Toxic Exposure
- The True Story Behind the Monsanto Trials and the Search for Justice
- By: Chadi Nabhan MD MBA FACP
- Narrated by: Chadi Nabhan MD MBA FACP
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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For years, Monsanto declared that their product Roundup, the world’s most widely used weed killer, was safe. But that all changed in 2015, when the International Agency for Research on Cancer (IARC) analyzed data from scientific studies and concluded that glyphosate, the active ingredient in Roundup, was probably carcinogenic. The Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) disagreed, other regulatory agencies got involved, and scientists clamored to understand the link between glyphosate and cancer.
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What an amazing story
- By Adam Bachan on 07-20-23
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The Only Kayak
- A Journey into the Heart of Alaska
- By: Kim Heacox
- Narrated by: Matthew Josdal
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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In this coming-of-middle-age memoir, Kim Heacox, writing in the tradition of Abbey, McPhee, and Thoreau, discovers an Alaska reborn from beneath a massive glacier, where flowers emerge from boulders, moose swim fjords, and bears cross crevasses with Homeric resolve. In such a place Heacox finds that people are reborn too, and their lives begin anew with incredible journeys, epiphanies, and successes. All in an America free of crass commercialism and overdevelopment.
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A journey not a tour
- By Udo on 08-17-24
By: Kim Heacox
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I Shouldn't Be Telling You This
- (But I'm Going to Anyway)
- By: Chelsea Devantez
- Narrated by: Chelsea Devantez
- Length: 8 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
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There are things Chelsea Devantez probably shouldn’t be telling you. Many of them are in this book: some are embarrassing (like when she tried to break her three year spell of celibacy using a guide of seduction tips). Some are confessional (getting sentenced to the “hell hill” at Mormon church camp). Some are TMI (a series of outrageous doctor visits that ended with one doctor misdiagnosing her as “pregnant.” Woopsies!).
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A large missing piece
- By F. Pryne on 06-18-24
By: Chelsea Devantez
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The Quickening
- Creation and Community at the Ends of the Earth
- By: Elizabeth Rush
- Narrated by: Helen Laser
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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In 2019, fifty-seven scientists and crew set out onboard the Nathaniel B. Palmer. Their destination: Thwaites Glacier. Their goal: to learn as much as possible about this mysterious place, never before visited by humans, and believed to be both rapidly deteriorating and capable of making a catastrophic impact on global sea-level rise. In The Quickening, Elizabeth Rush documents their voyage, offering the sublime alongside the workaday moments of this groundbreaking expedition.
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Too much talk of a baby
- By Michelle Murphy on 10-01-23
By: Elizabeth Rush
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A Bridge Not Too Far
- Where Creativity Meets Innovation
- By: Deepak Ohri
- Narrated by: Deepak Ohri
- Length: 4 hrs and 54 mins
- Unabridged
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A Bridge Not Too Far: Where Creativity Meets Innovation by Deepak Ohri is a must-listen and inspirational book for anyone seeking to harness the power of innovation and creativity to succeed in the business world. Ohri, founder and CEO of lebua Hotels and Resorts, shares his inspiring journey from humble beginnings to becoming a renowned award-winning entrepreneur in the luxury hospitality industry with a focus on management and leadership.
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Happy with this purchase!
- By Anonymous User on 03-02-23
By: Deepak Ohri
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The Woman They Could Not Silence
- One Woman, Her Incredible Fight for Freedom, and the Men Who Tried to Make Her Disappear
- By: Kate Moore
- Narrated by: Kate Moore
- Length: 14 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
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1860: As the clash between the states rolls slowly to a boil, Elizabeth Packard, housewife and mother of six, is facing her own battle. The enemy sits across the table and sleeps in the next room. Her husband of 21 years is plotting against her because he feels increasingly threatened - by Elizabeth’s intellect, independence, and unwillingness to stifle her own thoughts. So Theophilus makes a plan to put his wife back in her place. One summer morning, he has her committed to an insane asylum.
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Everyone should read this!
- By Lana S on 12-22-21
By: Kate Moore
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100 Ways to Change Your Life
- The Science of Leveling Up Health, Happiness, Relationships & Success
- By: Liz Moody
- Narrated by: Liz Moody
- Length: 8 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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What daily habits do happiness psychologists recommend to sprinkle our lives with joy? What does the latest research show about how we can live longer? How do the world’s top gastroenterologists tackle bloating and constipation? How can we amp up our charisma, make and keep quality friendships, and overcome the burn out sapping our energy every day?
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Not your average self-help book - way better!
- By Wesley B on 12-06-23
By: Liz Moody
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Truth Worth Telling
- By: Scott Pelley
- Narrated by: Scott Pelley
- Length: 16 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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A 60 Minutes correspondent and former anchor of the CBS Evening News, Scott Pelley writes as a witness to events that changed our world. In moving, detailed prose, he stands with firefighters at the collapsing World Trade Center on 9/11, advances with American troops in combat in Afghanistan and Iraq, and reveals private moments with presidents (and would-be presidents) he’s known for decades. Pelley also offers a resounding defense of free speech and a free press as the rights that guarantee all others.
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A great listen... worth your time
- By Christina on 05-26-19
By: Scott Pelley
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I Know Who You Are
- How an Amateur DNA Sleuth Unmasked the Golden State Killer and Changed Crime Fighting Forever
- By: Barbara Rae-Venter
- Narrated by: Barbara Rae-Venter
- Length: 8 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
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For twelve years the Golden State Killer terrorized California, stalking victims and killing without remorse. Then he simply disappeared, for the next forty-four years, until an amateur DNA sleuth opened her laptop. In I Know Who You Are, Barbara Rae-Venter reveals how she went from researching her family history as a retiree to hunting for a notorious serial killer—and how she became the nation’s leading authority on investigative genetic genealogy, the most dazzling new crime-fighting weapon to appear in decades.
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Informative and well narrated
- By Kindle Customer on 02-13-23
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- Catemckenz
- 06-10-24
A lovely mix of science and memoir - even for a non-parent
I was surprised at how much I enjoyed this book as a woman who isn’t a mother - it’s a lovely exploration of science and the difficulty of life choices without a clear “right” answer. I appreciate the raw, vulnerable honesty of making tough choices that have long lasting implications, and the ways those decisions can weigh heavily while also opening up beautiful possibilities.
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