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Narrated by:
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Steven Jay Cohen
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By:
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Ritchie Farrell
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Heroin is a Beast, and that Beast has infiltrated every town and city in America. The Beast has come for your sons and daughters. The Beast is hunting for your fathers and mothers. And that Beast has only one mission, to bury as many Americans as possible.
I Am a Heroin Addict is the story of how Ritchie Farrell survived a ten-bag-a-day heroin habit to become a best-selling author, WGA screenwriter, and recipient of the prestigious du-Pont-Columbia Award for excellence in journalism.
Contains mature themes.
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Margo is not like other girls. She lives in a derelict neighborhood called the Bone, in a cursed house, with her cursed mother, who hasn't spoken to her in over two years. She lives her days feeling invisible. It's not until she develops a friendship with her wheelchair-bound neighbor, Judah Grant, that things begin to change. When a neighborhood girl, seven-year-old Neveah Anthony, goes missing, Judah sets out to help Margo uncover what happened to her. What Margo finds changes her, and with a new perspective on life she's determined to find evil and punish it.
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4 out of 5 stars
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HUH?? I'm so confused LOL
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 09-15-16
By: Tarryn Fisher
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Purple Hearts
- A Novel
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 236
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Story4 out of 5 stars 235
Cassie Salazar and Luke Morrow couldn't be more different. Sharp-witted Cassie works nights at a bar in Austin, Texas, to make ends meet while pursuing her dream of becoming a singer/songwriter. Luke is an army trainee, about to ship out for duty, who finds comfort in the unswerving discipline of service. But a chance encounter at Cassie's bar changes the course of both their lives.
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RATING PURPLE HEARTS BOOK VS PURPLE HEARTS MOVIE
- By Rozzy on 02-05-23
By: Tess Wakefield
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Make Something Up
- Stories You Can't Unread
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 434
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Story3.5 out of 5 stars 431
For years Chuck Palahniuk has reserved his best storytelling for his readings, often choosing to read a new short story instead of whatever novel he is supposed to be promoting. Make Something Up compiles these previously unpublished tales for the very first time, plus the Byliner social media insta-classic "Phoenix" and Palahniuk's most notable pieces from Playboy.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Plenty of shock, just not enough Palahniuk awe
- By Darwin8u on 06-10-15
By: Chuck Palahniuk
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Cop Town
- By: Karin Slaughter
- Narrated by: Kathleen Early
- Length: 14 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 5,091
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 4,527
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Atlanta, 1974: It's Kate Murphy's first day on the job, and the Atlanta Police Department is seething after the murder of an officer. Before the day has barely begun, she already suspects she's not cut out to be a cop. Her male uniform is too big, she can't handle a gun, and she's rapidly learning that the APD is hardly a place that welcomes women. Worse still, in the ensuing manhunt she'll be partnered with Maggie Lawson, a cop with her own ax to grind.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Outstanding, Gutsy Crime Novel Read by a Master
- By Chip Atkinson on 07-08-14
By: Karin Slaughter
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Still Missing
- By: Chevy Stevens
- Narrated by: Angela Dawe
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- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 6,537
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 5,423
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 5,420
On the day she was abducted, Annie O’Sullivan, a 32-year-old Realtor, had three goals: sell a house, forget about a recent argument with her mother, and be on time for dinner with her ever-patient boyfriend. The open house is slow, but when her last visitor pulls up in a van as she’s about to leave, Annie thinks it just might be her lucky day after all.
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4 out of 5 stars
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A singular voice; a horrendous story.
- By Richard Delman on 01-21-12
By: Chevy Stevens
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How It Went Down
- By: Kekla Magoon
- Narrated by: Cherise Boothe, Shari Peele, Kevin R. Free, and others
- Length: 7 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 126
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 107
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 107
When 16-year-old Tariq Johnson dies from two gunshot wounds, his community is thrown into an uproar. Tariq was black. The shooter, Jack Franklin, is white. In the aftermath of Tariq's death, everyone has something to say, but no two accounts of the events line up. Day by day, new twists further obscure the truth. Tariq's friends, family, and community struggle to make sense of the tragedy, and to cope with the hole left behind when a life is cut short.
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5 out of 5 stars
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gives perspective on race.
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By: Kekla Magoon
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Lifted by the Great Nothing
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- Narrated by: Neil Shah
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 48
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 46
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Story4 out of 5 stars 46
Max doesn't remember his mother, who was murdered by burglars before they emigrated from Beirut to New Jersey. He lives with his father, Rasheed, who is enamored of his concept of American culture - baseball and barbeques - and tries to shed his Lebanese heritage completely.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Excellent
- By Cheyenne on 06-13-15
By: Karim Dimechkie
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Blindsighted
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A small Georgia town erupts in panic when a young college professor is found brutally mutilated in the local diner. But it's only when town pediatrician and coroner Sara Linton does the autopsy that the full extent of the killer's twisted work becomes clear. Sara's ex-husband, Police Chief Jeffrey Tolliver, leads the investigation - a trail of terror that grows increasingly macabre when another local woman is found crucified a few days later.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Start here first...
- By Becka1310 on 02-01-18
By: Karin Slaughter
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Spin
- By: CD Reiss
- Narrated by: Mindy Kennedy
- Length: 6 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,053
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 986
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Story4 out of 5 stars 981
Theresa Drazen wants to know one thing: Is there something wrong with her? Because from what she can see, she has money, brains, and a body that does the job. Yet she keeps getting shelved - most recently by her fiancé, who happens to be the DA. And she'll get over it, really. No problem. She'll just have a nice, short encounter with a mysterious Italian named Antonio who may or may not be involved with some kind of alleged criminal activity.
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5 out of 5 stars
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O - M - G!!!!!!
- By Namesame on 10-06-15
By: CD Reiss
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Samaritan
- By: Richard Price
- Narrated by: Richard Allen
- Length: 14 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 139
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 87
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Story4 out of 5 stars 86
After a successful L.A. television career, Ray Mitchell returns to the New Jersey housing project where he grew up, to rethink his life, reconnect with his teenage daughter, and give back to the community. Things are looking up: he's seeing a woman from the old neighborhood and teaching at his high school. But suddenly, he is found savagely beaten. He knows who did it, but won't talk. It's up to Nerese Ammons, a childhood acquaintance and now a police detective, to get Ray to tell what happened.
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5 out of 5 stars
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another fix for Wire fans
- By AmazonShoppingQueen on 04-19-08
By: Richard Price
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Casanegra
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- By: Blair Underwood, Tananarive Due, Steven Barnes
- Narrated by: Richard Allen
- Length: 13 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall3.5 out of 5 stars 140
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 75
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Story4 out of 5 stars 75
In this hot and steamy mystery, Tennyson is an actor struggling to hang on to his career and redeem his sex-for-pay history, which estranged him from his family, especially his father, a decorated LAPD captain who raised Tennyson to call him "Sir". Now, in the wake of his father's sudden stroke, Tennyson has to save himself from taking the fall for a murder. In the process, he discovers his hidden talents - the hard way.
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3 out of 5 stars
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What's The Beef?
- By James Gordon on 11-24-07
By: Blair Underwood, and others
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A Million Little Pieces
- By: James Frey
- Narrated by: Oliver Wyman
- Length: 10 hrs and 6 mins
- Abridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 1,250
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 599
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Story4 out of 5 stars 607
By the time James Frey enters a drug and alcohol treatment facility, he has so thoroughly ravaged his body that the doctors are shocked he is still alive. Inside the clinic, he is surrounded by patients as troubled as he: a judge, a mobster, a former world-champion boxer, and a fragile former prostitute. To James, their friendship and advice seem stronger and truer than the clinic's droning dogma of How to Recover.
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1 out of 5 stars
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Waste of time
- By Robert S Austin on 07-19-07
By: James Frey
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Pushing the Limits
- By: Katie McGarry
- Narrated by: MacLeod Andrews, Tara Sands
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 567
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 500
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 504
No one knows what happened the night Echo Emerson went from popular girl with jock boyfriend to gossiped-about outsider with "freaky" scars on her arms. Even Echo can't remember the whole truth of that horrible night. All she knows is that she wants everything to go back to normal. But when Noah Hutchins, the smoking-hot, girl-using loner in the black leather jacket, explodes into her life with his tough attitude and surprising understanding, Echo's world shifts in ways she could never have imagined. They should have nothing in common. And with the secrets they both keep, being together is pretty much impossible....
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4 out of 5 stars
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The Tough Stuff.
- By Bee on 09-12-12
By: Katie McGarry
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Yesterday's Gone: Season One
- By: Sean Platt, David Wright
- Narrated by: Chris Patton, Brian Holsopple, Ray Chase, and others
- Length: 15 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 3,816
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 3,540
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Story4 out of 5 stars 3,526
Can humanity Survive what it never saw coming? On October 15 at 2:15 a.ms Earth vanished. A scattered few woke alone in a world with no rules, other than survival at any cost. A journalist wanders the wretched reality of an empty New York, searching for his wife and son. A serial killer must hunt in a land where prey is now an endangered species. A mother shields her young daughter from danger through every terror-filled breath.
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1 out of 5 stars
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Idk how it got such rave reviews!? horrible!!
- By Kate+4 on 05-26-18
By: Sean Platt, and others
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The White House Boys
- An American Tragedy
- By: Roger Dean Kiser
- Narrated by: T. Ryder Smith
- Length: 2 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 249
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 227
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 225
Hidden far from sight, deep in the thick underbrush of the North Florida woods are the ghostly graves of more than 30 unidentified bodies, some of which are thought to be children who were beaten to death at the old Florida Industrial School for Boys at Marianna. It is suspected that many more bodies will be found in the fields and swamplands surrounding the institution.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A Haunting Reality.
- By William and Anna Truax on 07-28-18
By: Roger Dean Kiser
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Loving Day
- By: Mat Johnson
- Narrated by: J. D. Jackson
- Length: 12 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 177
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 165
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Story3.5 out of 5 stars 166
On his first night in his new home, Warren spies two figures in the grass outside; when he screws up the nerve to confront them, they disappear. The next day he encounters ghosts of a different kind: In the face of the teenage girl he meets at a comics convention, he sees the mingled features of his white father and his black mother, both now dead. The girl is his daughter, and she thinks she's white.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Teen lit with heavy erotic imagery
- By Itinerant T on 08-26-15
By: Mat Johnson
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- Unabridged
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Don't Count Me Out chronicles the life of Bruce White from the beginning of his drug use in elementary school through criminal acts fueled by his need for drugs, to his miraculous recovery three decades later and involvement in the treatment of addicts, where he is now a leader in the rehabilitation field.
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I must read for the recovering addict, the struggling addict, and the family of an addict 
- By Helen Osborn on 02-10-24
By: Rafael Alvarez
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High
- Everything You Want to Know About Drugs, Alcohol, and Addiction
- By: David Sheff, Nic Sheff
- Narrated by: George Newbern, Graham Halstead
- Length: 4 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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Just say know! With drug education for children more important than ever, this nonfiction book draws on the experiences of the New York Times best-selling father-and-son team to provide all the information teens and 'tweens need to know about drugs, alcohol, and addiction. From David Sheff, author of Beautiful Boy, and Nic Sheff, author of Tweak: Growing Up on Methamphetamines, comes the ultimate resource for learning about the realities of drugs and alcohol for middle-grade listeners.
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- By Robert DeWitt on 09-24-20
By: David Sheff, and others
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Killing Season
- A Paramedic's Dispatches from the Front Lines of the Opioid Epidemic
- By: Peter Canning
- Narrated by: Tom Parks
- Length: 10 hrs
- Unabridged
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When Peter Canning started work as a paramedic on the streets of Hartford, Connecticut, 25 years ago, he believed drug users were victims only of their own character flaws. Although he took care of them, he did not care for them. But as the overdoses escalated, Canning began asking his patients how they had gotten started on their perilous journeys. And while no two tales were the same, their heartrending similarities changed Canning's view and moved him to educate himself about the science of addiction.
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Very Informative
- By HJones on 11-24-24
By: Peter Canning
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Dreamseller
- An Addiction Memoir
- By: Brandon Novak
- Narrated by: Brandon Novak
- Length: 8 hrs
- Unabridged
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At seven, Brandon was a skateboard prodigy. By the time he was fourteen, he was living the dream. Discovered by skate legends Bucky Lasek and Tony Hawk. Touring the US with the elite Powell-Peralta team. Signing autographs and appearing in films and magazines. Brandon had it all. Then he got hooked on heroin. Soon he was living a down-and-out life in a garage, begging for change, and hustling to score his next fix. He stole from his family and friends. He pushed the fantasy that everything was okay, that he was going to rehab, getting help, and getting better. But it was all a lie.
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true story
- By Andi T on 08-07-24
By: Brandon Novak
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Girl Walks Out of a Bar
- A Memoir
- By: Lisa F. Smith
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 8 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 2,974
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 2,645
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Lisa Smith was a bright young lawyer at a prestigious law firm in New York City when alcoholism and drug addiction took over her life. What was once a way she escaped her insecurity and negativity as a teenager became a means of coping with the anxiety and stress of an impossible workload. Girl Walks Out of a Bar explores Smith's formative years, her decade of alcohol and drug abuse, divorce, and her road to recovery.
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4 out of 5 stars
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A Good Look At The Dual-Diagnosis...
- By Gillian on 06-14-17
By: Lisa F. Smith
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Epidemic
- Growing Up In Pharmaceutical America
- By: Lonnie Jay
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 11 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 6
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"This book will blow your mind! The amount of research and insight puts it in a class of its own. Couldn’t put it down. So authentic and raw, loved it!" - Amazon reviewer I'm writing these books because I'm tired of watching my friends die. Everything that we have done in America to deal with the opioid epidemic has made us drastically worse, and people don't seem to realize it. Irresponsible, profit-mongering pharmaceutical companies created millions of addicts like me. By becoming acquainted with the power and peace that a pocketful of oxy can bring an anxious teenager, readers will ...
By: Lonnie Jay
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- SashaBella
- 09-22-24
Great Storytelling
Narration was outstanding! The story was nail biting, sad, and triumphant. Farrell’s father abusive behavior towards his children and wife was so painful to read. I had to pace myself as I listened to his recounting of the abuse. His story is a cautionary tale of how child abuse, PTSD, and domestic violence can lead one down so many dangerous paths. Farrell’s honesty made it easy to feel compassion for him. Heroin is seductive and even when you’re a good person with everything going for you. It was encouraging to hear him share his ongoing journey to stay clean.
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-11-19
Loved it!!!! Related way too much
took place in the same town the author and i were born and raised in the same city and know family members of each otherz It was crazy i found out he was in the movie also takes place in "Mill city" The Fighter and screenwrote High on Crack St. The lowell,MA documentery . Im a huge fan
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- Jessy
- 03-19-24
Great read
This is one of the best books I’ve read/heard. Highly recommend. Although I can not related to what this guy has been through. I gave me a pretty good insight to the life of an attic and their struggle to get out of that life
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- Angela N.
- 11-08-20
Great read
Was a great read.. didn't realize was just about being in detox for a week. Which was fine because I myself never used detox or rehab..so reading about the experience gave me great perspective on what it is like.
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- Stacee Isaac
- 06-27-23
Finished it in less than 24 hours
Started it on the way home listened to the rest of the book at work the next day.
Finished the book in less than 24 hours.
Great story.
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- Daniel
- 07-09-19
Phenomenal Story
great analogies, phenomenal writing and touching story. I am thrilled to hear his next book.
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- Jessica R.
- 01-29-20
Devastation
Not the story but the epidemic that I know too well from the outside. Watching my ex husband being our entire lives to ruin, to get clean and watch him try and drown me once more even unmarried is devastating. The sea of lies, loss, the never-ending cycle, the stigma that is unfairly given to the family left in ruins behind is unfair. I make no excuses for his choices and I don't hate him, but I will drown in his obvious self- destructive choices. I call her Lady H, the demon spirit he cherishes above all else, he breathes her in and out, she is constantly whispering to him, eventually consuming him like the beautiful mermaid, sirens out to see. He has laughed with, cried with and fought those blinding and deafening demons passed down by his father, n undesirable inheritance when he overdosed, and I unfortunately see the some inheritance being chained to our boys and I do pray, and pry harder. The intro is so defining, the attitudes and he stories very real. The struggle is consuming and you are brave to willing overcome such struggles and move forward to help those you can in a way that you are capable of. If not for the addicts, as an ex-wife, survivor~ barely, I appreciate the canidency as hard as it was to listen to.
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- dmcstudent
- 10-30-18
Well done!
This is by far the best book of an addiction story yet. The story kept me drawn in. The reader was excellent. It was as if the reader was living this story and taking me along day by day. Best book I’ve read in a long time.
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- Melissa Maloney
- 04-05-20
Raw Emotions
Great narration. The author helps the reader understand the true grip that heroin has over an addicts mind. I’m a father of an addict, so this truly hit home for me.
Well done!!
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- LIsa
- 06-19-23
Couldn’t put it down.
Well written.
Kudos to the author and anyone else that successfully leaves substance misuse behind.
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