Body Counts

A Memoir of Politics, Sex, Aids, and Survival

By: Sean Strub

Narrated by: David Drake

The founder of POZ magazine shares "a captivating...eyewitness account from inside the AIDS epidemic" (Next) and "a moving, multidecade memoir of one gay man's life" (San Francisco Chronicle). As a politics-obsessed Georgetown freshman, Sean Strub arrived in Washington, DC, from Iowa in 1976, with a plum part-time job running a senate elevator in the US Capitol. He also harbored a terrifying secret: his attraction to men. As Strub explored the capital's political and social circles, he discovered a parallel world where powerful men lived double lives shrouded in shame. When the AIDS epidemic hit in the early 1980s, Strub was living in New York and soon found himself attending "more funerals than birthday parties". Scared and angry, he turned to radical activism to combat discrimination and demand research. Strub takes you through his own diagnosis and inside ACT UP, the organization that transformed a stigmatized cause into one of the defining political movements of our time. From the New York of Studio 54 and Andy Warhol's Factory to the intersection of politics and burgeoning LGBT and AIDS movements, Strub's story crackles with history. He recounts his role in shocking AIDS demonstrations at St. Patrick's Cathedral as well as at the home of US Senator Jesse Helms. With an astonishing cast of characters, including Tennessee Williams, Gore Vidal, Keith Haring, Bill Clinton, and Yoko Ono, this is a vivid portrait of a tumultuous era "[with] the suspense and horror of Paul Monette's memoir Borrowed Time and the drama of Larry Kramer's play The Normal Heart.... What a lot of action - and life - there is in this gripping book." (The Washington Post). Photo: Iowa City Press-Citizen

©2014 Sean Strub (P)2015 Audible, Inc.

laughed cried all the things

this was a moving portrayal of the life well lived. it's a brief glimpse into the past and how far we've come. We all need to know and remember who was before us and how we got here! this is amazing book if you're gay or not AIDS has affected all of us!!! beautiful book

narrator was a bit over dramatic

very powerful and a great follow up to and the band played on. I wish he had read it himself

Fantastic!

This is easily one of my favorite books ever. It is so funny, poignant, and heartfelt. It offers a personal view of HIV/AIDs, the gay community, activism, politics, friendship, and both romantic and sexual relationships. Sean Strub is a wonderful writer that, on more than one occasion, made me cry and laugh hysterically in equal measure. The narrator is wonderful in pace and enunciation. I was never bored and the stories were never dulll. Its just as entertaining as it is truly educational.

An Inspiration to Act Up!

With page-turning prose and encounters to make Andy Warhol jealous, this exceptional memoir of the AIDS epidemic and Act Up is the only history you need to understand the fight for respect and action when it felt like the world was going up in flames.

Strub takes you from the closeted world of Beltway politicians, where where outward prudery butts heads with acts of desire, to New York City, a place where he finally felt safe to come out, just as strong leadership was needed to get the rest of the world to take notice and take action against HIV/AIDS.

A superb recording with exceptional narration by David Drake, "Body Counts" is an inspiration.

Among the very best memoirs I’ve read

I am mostly a fiction guy, but I love a well-written account of an interesting life. And Sean Stub has certainly led an interesting - even fascinating - life in a historic time. I was a gay college student in the 80s and could relate to much of Sean’s description of his discovery and acceptance of his identity.

David Drake’s narration grew on me. Early in the book, I felt he was overly dramatic (as another reviewer observed). I felt he was trying to interpret each sentence for me rather than reading it to me. But I got used to his cadence and began to enjoy his delivery, especially during the parts of Sean’s story where he himself played an active role.

Compelling, heart wrenching, inspiring.

This is a wonderfully written memoir. Full of insightful anecdotes, it offers a wonderful viewpoint of the LGBT and AIDS cultures of the latter part of the 20th century. The narration is great, and I felt entirely engaged the entire time. I absolutely recommend this book.

Enlightening and Very Well Written!

Very well written book. Opened my eyes to some of what really went on back in these days as I was fairly young at the time. Being a New Yorker, I really appreciated being able to read this side of the story. Sean is a great writer and story teller. You are pulling for him and the gay community with every page you turn. He tells the story being very respectful to all sides of the issue. So glad he survived and hope he is doing well and healthy today!

wonderful memoir and reading

The personal story is remarkable and the history it tells invaluable- from Senate elevator jockey to Tennessee Williams, Studio 54, ACT UP and Poz. I love the honesty, humor, and love in this book.

A Knockout Account of the Battle Against AIDS

Would you listen to Body Counts again? Why?

Oh yeah, Strub weaves important milestones and facts in the battle against AIDS with personal tales from the front. It's one man's story but you learn a lot of the history of HIV, from initial denial of the scourge by the nation (and by gay men), to the widespread fear and panic, the initial push to get federal funding and recognition from the Regan and Bush administrations, the failure of Clinton's, the fight for treatments and drug approval, all the way to the thoughtful reflections as the author recovered from near death, and as AIDS and HIV, along with the intense activism, moved to back burners. With Sean Stub finding a renewed vigor to fight the mind-boggling horrors of criminalizing people with HIV, my money's on Strub and justice.

Who was your favorite character and why?

Strub himself, of course. One's man's story, struggles and fight that pretty much encompasses the whole history of the disease. He brings to the front important people that may have been lost to time, like the pivotal activism of Stephen Gendin, POZ columnist and important in FDA drug approval reform. Strub recounts his friendships with Keith Haring, Gore Vidal, John Berendt-there's, so there's plenty of celebrities here, though none told just for kicks or name dropping, only for their importance in his amazing life.

Which character – as performed by David Drake – was your favorite?

Strub again. Nuanced performance.

If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?

AIDS. Has. Met. Its. Match.

Any additional comments?

One of the best parts of the book are Strub's accounts of his youthful job as elevator operator in the U.S. Capital. Really funny interactions with some powerful people. Secret passages, alcoholic senators...good stuff.

So many memories unearthed

Sean is a great story teller and his tales of growing up through the 70’s and the 80’s health crisis of AIDS was moving and accurate. Those of us that survived should read this book and remember our years of act up advocacy and celebrate this wonderful life! Thank you so much, Sean.