Bad Indians

A Tribal Memoir

By: Deborah A. Miranda

Narrated by: Deborah Miranda

Identity and history at their most dynamic, creative, and personal

“If we allow the pieces of our culture to lie scattered in the dust of history, trampled on by racism and grief, then yes, we are irreparably damaged. But if we pick up the pieces and use them in new ways that honor their integrity, their colors, textures, stories - then we do those pieces justice, no matter how sharp they are, no matter how much handling them slices our fingers and makes us bleed.”

This beautiful and devastating book - part tribal history, part lyric and intimate memoir - should be required for anyone seeking to learn about California Indian history, past and present. Deborah A. Miranda tells stories of her Ohlone Costanoan Esselen family as well as the experience of California Indians as a whole through oral histories, newspaper clippings, anthropological recordings, personal reflections, and poems. The result is a work of literary art that is wise, angry, and playful all at once, a compilation that will break your heart and teach you to see the world anew.

Reviews

“A searing indictment of the ravages of the past and a hopeful look at the courage to confront and overcome them.” (Kirkus Reviews)

“Essential for all of us who were taught in school that the ‘Mission Indians’ no longer existed in California, Deborah Miranda’s Bad Indians is a fascinating book that combines tribal histories, family histories, family tape recordings, and the writings of a White ethnologist who spoke with Miranda’s family, together with photographs, old reports from the mission priests to their bishops, and newspaper articles concerning Indians from the nearby White settlements. But it’s her poetry and prose, and the way she structures the book, which are the real treat for the reader. Her poems provide the delicate but strong structure that beautifully joins all the elements. Always lively, informative, and insightful, Miranda takes us on a journey to locate herself by way of the stories of her ancestors and others who come alive through her writing. It’s such a fine book that a few words can’t do it justice.” (Leslie Marmon Silko, author of Ceremony and The Turquoise Ledge)

“For so long, Native writers and readers open books of our tribal history, archaeology, or anthropology and find that it is not the story we know. It does not include the people we know. It does not tell the stories of the heart or the relationships that were, and are, significant in any time. When we write our own books, they do not fit the ‘record’, as created by and confirmed by outside views. From the voice of the silenced, the written about and not written by, this book is groundbreaking not only as literature but as history.” (Linda Hogan, author of the Pulitzer Prize-nominated Rounding the Human Corners)

"Bad Indians brings the human story of California’s Indigenous community sharply into focus. It’s a narrative long obscured and distorted by celebrations of Christian missionaries and phony stories about ‘civilization’ coming to a golden land. No other history of California’s Indigenous communities that I know of presents such a moving personal account of loss and survival.” (Frederick E. Hoxie, Swanlund Professor, University of Illinois, Urbana-Champaign)

About the Author

Deborah A. Miranda is an enrolled member of the Ohlone Costanoan Esselen Nation of California, and is also of Chumash and Jewish ancestry. The author of four poetry collections - Indian Cartography, which won the Diane Decorah Award for First Book from the Native Writer’s Circle of the Americas, The Zen of La Llorona, nominated for the Lambda Literary Award, Raised by Humans, and her latest, Altar for Broken Things - she also has a collection of essays, The Hidden Stories of Isabel Meadows and Other California Indian Lacunae, forthcoming from the University of Nebraska Press. In 2021, Miranda retired from Washington and Lee University as Thomas H. Broadus Jr. Endowed Chair of English to write full-time.

PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.

©2013 Deborah A. Miranda (P)2021 Audible, Inc.

Critic reviews

Winner the 2015 PEN Oakland Josephine Miles Awards.

Such a historical gem

I learned so much about California Native tribal history. So much to process, it’s a must read for sure

Essential read for all from California (& beyond)

I thoroughly enjoyed and learned from Elder Deborah Miranda. As someone who has lived and grown up in the San Francisco Bay Area my entire life, nearby Miranda's own lands of Monterey, Carmel, and Sur, I had never learned about these truths. It is essential to know and understand the land of which we are on, as the land is people and we must respect them for being the stewards of these lands.

Thank you to Deborah Miranda for giving us this knowledge and ensuring these stories continue to guide us for years to come.

Great writing, a story that needs to be heard

This book is brilliantly written. While some of the historical information wasn’t new to me, having it interwoven with the authors personal story, and often told through poetry, this book had me feeling all the feels. At times I cried and others I was so angry. I’m awed and inspired by the resilience of the original people of this land to persevere in spite of historic and current attempts to eliminate their culture and stories. This story should be required reading in California schools.

Let’s start with,

I did not have one drop of Indian blood in me.

That said I love listening to this book the author tell me things that I may have heard of before but I know I learned a lot from this book so if you want to know how the other half lives or lived you might wanna read this book and up with your eyes.

Genius essential read

This is one of those books that I feel every us person should read; certainly every Californian. It’s brilliantly done in all respects

Bad recording

The book itself is amazing and Miranda is an amazing writer. But the recording was not good and obviously frankensteined.

History woven into people

The research recorded in this book is in depth and made real by the author. How does First Nations’ history affect their culture, family, personhood. I am grateful for the education

Different than I expected

Both the memoir and the audio production felt very disjointed, but I appreciate her perspective on California Missions