Afterward

A Novel

By: Jennifer Mathieu

Narrated by: Nina Alvamar, Jeffrey Brick

A tragic kidnapping leads to an unlikely friendship in this novel about finding light in the midst of darkness.

When Caroline's little brother is kidnapped, his subsequent rescue leads to the discovery of Ethan, a teenager who has been living with the kidnapper since he was a young child himself. In the aftermath Caroline can't help but wonder what Ethan knows about everything that happened to her brother, who is not readjusting well to life at home. And although Ethan is desperate for a friend, he can't see Caroline without experiencing a resurgence of traumatic memories. But after the media circus surrounding the kidnappings departs from their small Texas town, both Caroline and Ethan find that they need a friend - and their best option just might be each other.

©2016 Jennifer Mathieu (P)2016 Recorded Books

Hard Topic, Real characters in story.

I loved how this book made you really get to know and love the characters. The struggle to overcome the trauma came to life. I couldn't wait to find out the end.

Good read

This book does a good job of telling the pov of kidnap victims. The ones who make it back home.

Real stuff

I cried, alot. I've had a lot of trauma and a lot of therapy. I felt both characters. I loved that each chapter dated how many days it's been. I love that both readers seemed to be their characters. I couldn't quit reading. this was by first book by this author. I read a lot of free books, soooo I will be reading her other free ones and keeping her on my watch list so I can see when books go on sale.

I was semi prepared for more triggering things to occur. It really never did. This was just such a heartfelt, true to life, and also true to therapy.

Slow burn

ETA I also enjoyed the audiobook very much.

Grade: B+

Caroline's younger, autistic brother returns from being kidnapped, but can't tell anyone what happened due to his profound limitations. With Dylan, sixteen-year-old Ethan, who was taken four years earlier, is finally rescued. Attempting to understand Dylan, Caroline befriends Ethan and the two connect on a level only they understand.

I love Jennifer Mathieu's writing. She creates characters with great voices. Her writing is crisp, clean and engaging. I love that she does her research. She portrayed Ethan's therapy in an authentic, yet interesting manner and provides no quick recovery for his trauma. Her attention to psychological detail was flawless.

I was shocked and disappointed to reach 78% on my Kindle only to turn the page to the next chapter and see Author's Note. AFTERWORD just stopped. The novel didn't feel complete.

AFTERWARD switched POVs between Caroline and Ethan, although the story was clearly his. He was the more developed character. I liked Caroline, but never really felt her as a character.

I'll read anything Mathieu writes, but AFTERWARD is not her best work.

written well

I really enjoyed this authors writing style, kept my attention the entire way through.

SUCH A SAD, AND BEAUTIFUL BOOK

Any additional comments?

I don't know what it is with me and the sad books I have been reading. They are like train wrecks, I cannot stop reading. I find myself trying to wrap my head around the feelings I am having on this book.

Caroline's little brother goes missing, and she thinks it's all her fault. She was suppose to be watching him. When Dillon is found, he is found with another kidnapped victim. The difference is Dillon was gone for just a few days but Ethan has been gone for 4 years. What happens afterward is where this story takes us.

How often do we get to read a story of what happens after a kidnapped victim returns home. Now, that I have said that, I don't think I want to ever dive inside the head of a kidnapped victim (fictional or real). It's horrifying and scary.

Ethan's parents make sure he never leaves their site. Taken at age 11 he is finally found after his kidnapper decided they needed another boy. Four years had passed for Ethan. His mom cannot seem to believe that Ethan is really home. She keeps hugging him, crying with joy, and watching his every move. Ethan is just trying to figure out how to live life now that he is back with his family. He is starting to remember sounds, and smells from when he was a child. He meets with a counselor but isn't ready to really face what horrors happened to him while he was gone.

Dillon is autistic, and had been missing for just a few days. He doesn't know how to communicate what has happened to him, he only repeats the same words all the time. Caroline is Dillon's older sister, and she is riddled with guilt. She was suppose to be watching her brother when he was taken. Caroline and Dillon's parents don't know how to deal with the tragedy.

Caroline get up the nerve to visit Ethan to see if he has answers. I wish I could go on from here, but you must read this for yourself. It is heart breaking, horrifying, sad, and beautiful all at the same time.

If you like stories of over coming hard ships, and trauma, this is a great book to read. Just be prepared for the emotional roller coaster that this book will take you on. You will experience fear, anger, hope, and healing. This was such an intense read.

Source: I bought this audio book for myself. I was not compensated in any way for this review. These are my own PERSONAL thoughts on the book.

Content: Some language including the "f' word. Talk of sex, not too descriptive and innuendo of sexual abuse.

Could not stop listening!

Great storyline and character development. I was instantly hooked and was did not want it to end. Well done !