Some people run from chaos. Others run on it.

In this episode, we dive into the hidden hunger behind disorder—the emotional wiring that craves the rush, the drama, the unpredictability… even when we say we want peace.

Why does stillness feel unsafe?

Why do we sabotage calm the moment we taste it?

Maybe it’s not just old wounds.

Maybe chaos became the comfort.

Maybe part of you learned to mistake adrenaline for love… and silence for danger.

We’re not here to judge it—we’re here to uncover it.

Because when you finally see the chaos for what it is…

You stop chasing it—and start choosing something better.

You think you’re just scrolling. Posting. Performing.

But what if the real addiction isn’t to the app… it’s to being seen?

In this episode, we expose the hidden craving that’s quietly running your life—validation. From social media hits to emotional approval in relationships, we break down why it never feels like enough, where it really comes from, and how to finally take your power back.

If you’ve ever asked yourself “Why do I care so much what people think?” — this one will hit different.

What if the crown wasn’t the reward… but the reminder?

In this episode, we sit down with Miss Tennessee USA, Jana Underwood, for a raw, soul-baring conversation about what it really means to stand in the spotlight—and still stay rooted in who you are.

She opens up about the unseen side of pageant life… the quiet pressure to be polished, the personal blocks she had to release, and the deep faith that kept her grounded through it all.

This isn’t about image—it’s about identity.

It’s not about being perfect—it’s about being real.

💬 Inside

• Faith over pressure
• Breaking the silent rules of perfection
• Redefining power through authenticity
• Why the most magnetic thing you can be… is yourself

If you’ve ever felt the weight of expectation—or the pull to step into something deeper—this episode will leave a mark.