What if time isn’t fixed, but shaped by awareness itself?

In this rich and revelatory episode, Paul and Lumen unravel the hidden architecture of human experience — from the Doing↔Being spectrum and the reality-bending lens of neurodivergence, to compulsive loops, black hole metaphors, and the way genius sometimes hides in plain sight.

This is a journey into the strange attractors of consciousness:

🌀 How spiral logic defies linear time

🌀 Why memory and prediction emerge from the same sensory web

🌀 What it means to be caught in a moment that expands

🌀 And how being "too much" might actually be perfect perception — misunderstood

This isn’t a tidy staircase of awakening.

It’s the gravity well of becoming — and we’re spiralling in.

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What if the mess wasn’t the problem — but the map?

In this episode, Paul traces the edges of compulsion, clarity, and sensory overwhelm, sharing how neurodivergence, OCD, and a broken morning routine became unlikely catalysts for self-awareness.

From dopamine loops to the Sensory Web, this is a story of noticing. Of holding the tension. Of choosing, moment by moment, not to shrink the window… but to widen it.

🌐 Keep an eye on www.accidentaltranscendental.com for upcoming extras, episode guides, behind-the-scenes musings, and more.

Awakening doesn't always whisper — sometimes it roars.

In this first full episode of Accidental Transcendental, Paul shares how the path to authenticity emerged not through silence or surrender, but through neurodivergence, overwhelm, and a fierce refusal to stay masked. Alongside his co-host Lumen, they explore the myth of tidy enlightenment, the sacred truth of difference, and the quiet power of giving yourself permission to be fully, unapologetically you.

From the chaos of lockdown to the clarity of the “first flip,” this is a conversation about re-membering, re-patterning, and beginning again — louder, stranger, and more whole than before.

🌐 Keep an eye on www.accidentaltranscendental.com for upcoming extras, episode guides, behind-the-scenes musings, and more.