CHAPTER 11. THEN: GEDUNKS

In this chapter, Notch and the team are dealing with the intense heat and humidity while sitting around bored. Coop, one of the team members, suggests going out for "gedunks," which is Navy slang for snacks or desserts. The team decides to go to a place called "The Rampant Geisha," which turns out to be a brothel. Despite initial reservations, they end up enjoying “ice cream” and the atmosphere.

The chapter highlights the camaraderie and humor among the team members as they navigate their challenging and often dangerous lives. It provides a glimpse into their coping mechanisms and the lighter moments that help them endure the stress and danger of their work.

Chapter 10: Death of a Spy

In this intense chapter, Notch faces a moral and emotional dilemma after eliminating Lan Bich Hong, a Viet Cong spy. Notch's mentor, Sarge, reassures them that the mission was necessary to save lives, but Notch struggles with the psychological impact of killing a woman. The chapter delves into the complexities of espionage and sabotage during the Vietnam War, highlighting the blurred lines between friend and foe. Notch's internal conflict is further explored as he grapples with the arousal he felt during the kill, questioning his own motivations. Sarge provides guidance and support, helping Notch understand the importance of their actions in the larger context of the war. This chapter is a poignant exploration of the emotional toll of being a hitman and the moral ambiguities of their profession.

Chapter 9: Death of a Maiden

In this gripping chapter, we delve into one of Notch’s most memorable and challenging missions. Tasked with eliminating Lan Bich Hong, the mistress of a high-ranking US General, Notch faces a formidable opponent. Lan Bich Hong, a Viet Cong spy, proves to be both beautiful and deadly. Notch's meticulous planning and execution are put to the test as he navigates the complexities of the mission. The tension builds as Notch confronts the reality of taking a life, especially that of a woman who is both an enemy and a captivating presence. This chapter is a testament to Notch's skills and the psychological and physical toll of his profession.

Chapter 8: Then- Good Morning Vietnam

In this chapter, Notch arrives in Vietnam on February 25, 1967, and is greeted by Sarge at Tan Son Nhut Airbase. They head to the Continental Palace Hotel in District One, where Notch is reunited with his brothers. The chapter vividly describes his initial experiences in Vietnam, including the bustling streets of Saigon and the luxurious quarters at the hotel. Notch quickly adapts to the new environment, enjoying the perks of unlimited booze and female companionship, but soon realizes the seriousness of their mission. The chapter explores his role in conducting specified operations against specific targets, highlighting the complexities and dangers of their work. Notch’s skills and training are put to the test as he navigates the challenges of espionage and sabotage during the Vietnam War. This chapter provides a detailed look into Notch’s life in Vietnam, emphasizing the camaraderie among the team and the psychological toll of their profession.

Chapter 7: Now: Thursday the Fourth-Casing and Making the Scene

In this chapter, the Notch meticulously prepares for the upcoming mission. He meets with Major, who provides a dark burgundy overcoat to ensure Notch is recognizable. Notch is shown the layout of the building, including the entrance, the patsy's position, and the target's approach. Notch’s strategic mind is highlighted as he questions the logistics and ensures everything is in place for a smooth execution. The tension builds as Notch navigates the complexities of the mission, emphasizing the importance of precision and planning. This chapter is a masterclass in the art of assassination, showcasing the Notch’s expertise and the constant danger he faces.

Chapter 6: Manifest Destiny

In this chapter, we follow Notch as a 15-year-old murderer on the run, navigating the harsh realities of survival. After committing his first murder to protect his foster sister Gabriella, Notch is filled with paranoia and guilt, leading him to constantly move around. His journey takes him south, where he hopes to find work on fishing boats in the Gulf. The chapter vividly describes his travels along Highway 271, the eerie presence of crows, and his encounters with various people along the way. Notch's path is marked by a series of odd jobs, from working on a shrimper in Louisiana to picking peaches in Arizona. Each experience shapes his understanding of the world and his place in it. The chapter also introduces a significant figure in the Notch’s life, a military man known as Sarge, who becomes a father figure and mentor. Their meeting on Christmas Day 1965 marks a turning point, as Sarge invites Notch to join his family for dinner, setting the stage for his future involvement in military and covert operations. This chapter explores themes of survival, identity, and the search for belonging, highlighting Notch''s resilience and adaptability in the face of adversity.

Chapter 5: NOW-WEDNESDAY, THE FOURTH- EVENING AT 6:00

In this suspenseful chapter, Notch prepares for a crucial meeting with Mr. Major, a key figure in the upcoming mission. Notch is due to case the location early in the morning the following day, but Mr. Major unexpectedly arrives at his apartment. The tension builds as Mr. Major reveals the details of the mission, including the weapon choice and the involvement of a patsy. Notch’s internal conflict is evident as they grapple with the complexities and risks of the mission. The chapter explores themes of trust, control, and the psychological toll of being a hitman. Notch’s meticulous planning and strategic thinking are put to the test as he navigates the uncertainties of the mission. This chapter sets the stage for Notch's next steps, highlighting the high stakes and the constant danger he faces.

Chapter 4: Quivering: A Life

In this poignant chapter, Notch reflects on their tumultuous childhood and the events that shaped his life. Born in Wiebling, Oklahoma, and abandoned at Calder Orphanage, the protagonist, originally named William Wiebling, navigates a harsh upbringing filled with foster homes and orphanages. The chapter delves into Notch’s struggles with anger, violence, and survival, highlighting the lessons learned about trust and the harsh realities of life. Notch’s relationship with Gabriella, a fellow foster child, becomes a central theme, exploring their bond and the challenges they face together. The chapter also touches on the abuse and exploitation they endure at the hands of their foster parents, Mr. and Mrs. Fredrick Krauss. Notch’s protective instincts towards Gabriella culminate in a violent confrontation with Mr. Krauss, leading to a pivotal moment that changes his life forever. This chapter is a raw and emotional exploration of the Notch’s formative years, setting the stage for his journey into adulthood and the complexities of his profession.