Chapter Thirteen: The Battle Within

Explore the complex spiritual reality of the individual described as "intermediate," delving into how this level is characterized not by balancing good and bad actions, but by an unrelenting internal struggle to prevent evil impulses from manifesting in thought, speech, or deed. Their physical being is dedicated solely to sacred study and fulfilling divine commands. Discover why ancient wisdom states such individuals are "judged by both" good and evil tendencies rather than being "ruled by" them, likening this dynamic to competing judges whose ultimate decision requires divine intervention. Learn the crucial role of spiritual assistance in empowering the divine aspect to overcome the inherent strength and worldly desires of the animal nature. Understand the instruction to perceive oneself "like a wicked person" – recognizing the potent, unrestrained potential for wrong within, held in check only by divine aid, contrasting this with the righteous where evil is nullified or transformed. The sources use the example of a renowned sage to illustrate a high intermediate state where evil is permanently inactive but not abolished. Finally, we examine the concept of truth in service, explaining how moments of intense devotion, like during prayer, are considered "true service relative to one's level," as the capacity to reawaken this connection is always present day after day.